I thought that it was T that was making it harder to cry. But I think it's a bit more than that. I have probably zero T in me considering my last proper shot was...ages ago, probably like a month since I screwed the last two up so badly.

My emotions do feel more intense now, and I am more irritable/prone to anxiety, but I still struggle to cry in the same way. I'm cool with it though, I hated crying with a passion.

I caught a snag in my favorite stretch pants.


I shall punish myself by not wearing them for the next few hours.

My mattress really is deadly.

I could go for a sloppy joe or a philly cheesesteak about now.

I need to find more things to sell on Craigslist.

I just noticed there's a paper cup full of slugs sitting on the arm of the couch. Huh. Not sure what to think.

I'm thinking Eris must like me a lot.

I think I'm tapped out of positive emotions.

I put my created fighter in a com vs vom PRIDE match against Bob Sapp and my CAF won.  I'm so proud of him!  He's the man I always wanted to become.  Though, I did get KOed by Bob twice afterwardsonce the controller went back into my hands lol.

I'm about to walk into a best buy in full girl mode by myself. I'm so scared!

Quote from: Heather on February 13, 2013, 11:55:38 AM
I'm about to walk into a best buy in full girl mode by myself. I'm so scared!

Good luck!  I'm sure you'll be fine

Quote from: EmSchuma on February 13, 2013, 11:59:56 AM
Good luck!  I'm sure you'll be fine

Thanks I survived! I'm just used to being out with other people when in girl mode. I was just nervous being by myself. Don't know how we'll I pass? But I have been called mam several times today.

My dog loves to fall asleep between my legs. It's cute and she is obviously warm and happy, yet she is old and tiny, so I fear rolling over and hurting her badly in the process.

I also think it's really cool that my friend still wants to go out and spend time with me even though we were seen as lesbians a few days ago and bashed. She's a straight cis girl, really no experience with anything like that, and yet she doesn't let it stop her.

I've been kind of thinking of coming out to all of my Facebook friends recently. (Which includes friends from pretty much my entire life... preschool, elementary school, middle school, high school, college, teachers and professors from all of those, and two different jobs, including my current one.)

I've really been feeling like the time is now, since I've pretty much reached the point where I know I'm going for it all, and there's pretty much no possibility of me changing my mind anymore, but it still feels like a big thing to get the timing right on, so I've just been thinking about what the right time might be. Whether I should wait until I've feminized a bit more, or just come out with it and get it over with. And I've been thinking about what the right way to word the whole thing will be, and a million other things.

Transition issues really have pretty much consumed my mind ever since I started HRT... so many things to think about what the right time is, so many people I need to tell, so many little personal joys and worries about everything, it's like I can't think of anything else at all right now.

Hoping these being a human guinea pig pays well enough so I can get my laser hair removal treatment.

I should really get started on my briefing paper.

Got a second interview at Six Flags on Sunday. @.<

I do my work in a timely, effective manner and always behave. However, when a degenerate in my class decided to turn a new leaf, everyone fawns over it. I never got so much as a word for doing what he's been doing for a week for years. Weird. 

Quote from: DianaP on February 13, 2013, 04:14:50 PM
I do my work in a timely, effective manner and always behave. However, when a degenerate in my class decided to turn a new leaf, everyone fawns over it. I never got so much as a word for doing what he's been doing for a week for years. Weird. 

Probably because they expect it of you?  They don't expect him to behave properly so when it happens it's something new and awesome...It's kind of cruddy, though.  The same thing appears to happen in many families, particularly those with more than one child. 

We are both slightly tipsy and heading out for a walk along the river. Fortunately, neither of us are extremely obnoxious, but we have become that trashy.

I just thought I saw my avatar wink at me... I think that means it's time to get off my computer and eat dinner.

I think I need a break from doing stuff. Too much effort 

English is a stupid language. Not only are there a ton of silent letters and strange spellings, but you park in a driveway, drive on a parkway, and have to pay to use a freeway...