Hi. I'm sorry to make so many threads. I just have so many burning questions.
I've only just now begun to try and accept myself to the point where I'm actually going to try and see a therapist. I'm petrified. Mostly that the therapist will not give me hormones, even after the months of evaluation or whatever you need here in America (I don't know the specifics). I'm afraid that my lack of extreme body dysphoria will mean that I don't get them. Is this... worrying about this kind of thing body dysphoria? I don't know. I know that I'd prefer a female body, but I don't feel the way that most trans people I've known feel about their bodies. My dysphoria isn't anywhere near as extreme. Unless this is part of it. I don't even know. I want to transition fully, and I'm afraid that people won't let me do that even if I want it.