Quote from: Malachite on February 15, 2013, 11:30:46 PM
I really do like my therapist.  If I could afford to see her weekly then I would.  In our latest session, I discussed with her about how it didn't feel right for me to go to women's group meetings at our church, even though I liked the socialization of it.  She asked me if there was anything they talked about that was gender-specific and after I thought about it, not really.  She was like "well they don't sit around talking about their periods do they?".  That made me laugh and feel better about going.  It's still a little awkward but hey free food there so it isn't all a lost. 

Speaking about periods, I should be on the look out next week.

I bet it's weird.  I couldn't do it even though I'm more than capable of holding conversations with girls and enjoying them. xD Just my mannerisms turn much more into those of your stereotypical gay guy and not another woman. o.O

Annnnnnnnd....I'm up at 4:20 am because I had a dream about a ghost trying to drown me.  It's the second time in a week she's made an appearance in my dreams...I feel like a sissy because I don't want to go to sleep. xD The ghost is scary as hell.

I'm confused as hell now. Everything just got complicated again.

Quote from: Aaron Gabriel on February 15, 2013, 10:40:07 PM
I'll just bug you about it.   I don't have a Tumblr.  And I'm so glad another person on here shares this love with me. XD  [I'm a yaoi addict, I swear. xD]  I'm also waiting for Teahouse to update...and Elan Meets Rafe, which is also a pretty awesome comic.  I love all three dearly. x3

>.><.<

Oh yeah, I follow Teahouse, too. XD Not my usual cup of tea when it comes to that kinda stuff but I like the characters and storyline.
If you're not yet aware, Teahouse updated yesterday btw.

I want to watch my fiancé play Silent Hill: Downpour but she says she's gonna play it later in the evening.
BUT I WANT IT NAO.

Starfighter is quite enjoyable if a little distracting.

I'm thinking that I'm going to be so happy when (if) my kid is self-sufficient and moves out. I owe her the world but not only is she very dependent and disturbed/disturbing, when she's around I can't do most of the things I love. I have to be very careful what music I play, what food I cook, what I talk about, who I talk to, where we go, etc. A lot of what I care about is inappropriate for her, but even more of it is in danger from her. I wish there was a way to know that she was safe and reasonably happy without having to be constantly on guard and on call and strategizing.

Also thinking I feel kinda scrabbly and neurotic these days since I stopped making any kind of art.

My way of drawing isn't very efficient... Few minutes of drawing, then about half hour surfing the net. Rinse and repeat and achieve basically nothing in couple hours.

Quote from: Aaron Gabriel on February 16, 2013, 04:21:41 AM
I bet it's weird.  I couldn't do it even though I'm more than capable of holding conversations with girls and enjoying them. xD Just my mannerisms turn much more into those of your stereotypical gay guy and not another woman. o.O

I won't lie, it's VERY weird for me.  I participate in the games and what not but once they actually start to get into the talking part, I just conk out. 

Quote from: Tossu-sama on February 16, 2013, 02:07:51 PM
My way of drawing isn't very efficient... Few minutes of drawing, then about half hour surfing the net. Rinse and repeat and achieve basically nothing in couple hours.

I'm exactly the same way, ha. Every once in a great while I'll really get in the zone on something, but those moments are a bit too rare.

Only a few more nights of training the new girl, hope she gets more comfortable with how busy it gets. Then maybe I can go to first shift all the time.

Quote from: Trixie on February 16, 2013, 03:12:40 PM
I'm exactly the same way, ha. Every once in a great while I'll really get in the zone on something, but those moments are a bit too rare.

Not to talk about art blocks when nothing works.
My worst block lasted for two months... Felt badly out of touch when I could pick up my pencil again. x_x

I need to draw fanart of Silent Hill: Downpour's Bogeyman some day.
Love his design.

Leg chokes and Craigslist sales

Quote from: Tossu-sama on February 16, 2013, 05:07:50 PM
Not to talk about art blocks when nothing works.
My worst block lasted for two months... Felt badly out of touch when I could pick up my pencil again. x_x

I need to draw fanart of Silent Hill: Downpour's Bogeyman some day.
Love his design.

I've quit drawing for months at a time. Mostly because I get discouraged and want to quit. Lately I've been in a bit of a dry spell actually.

I despise my English class. We have to read and annotate a whole lot of short stories (9), and they're not even short! 30 pages is not short! To top it off, they're not even good, just "classic". Honestly, if these are the classics, I would not want to see the mediocre short stories.

Quote from: DianaP on February 16, 2013, 05:45:20 PM
Honestly, if these are the classics, I would not want to see the mediocre short stories.

lol. What are you reading?

Quote from: GreenThumb on February 16, 2013, 08:36:44 PM
lol. What are you reading?

"A&P" by John Updike
"The Lottery" by Shirley Jackson
"The Most Dangerous Game" by Richard Connell
"Araby" by James Joyce
"Hills Like White Elephants" by Papa Hemingway

...and other "classics". 

Quote from: Malachite on February 16, 2013, 02:24:29 PM

I won't lie, it's VERY weird for me.  I participate in the games and what not but once they actually start to get into the talking part, I just conk out. 

>.> Women are rather weird.  I generally ignore the talking...unless shiny clothes come up. xD

And...

...I'm starting to count down until I can finally leave.  I love my parents, but they're not being very nice in regards to me being trans*.  My mom said "I can see you doing that; becoming a boy and doing drag." My reply was, "Well, at least you'd be somewhat happy  then." [this was ignored] My mom said, "But I can't see you doing that."  Me: "Doing what?" -couple of seconds- "Doing what, mom?"  She never answered.

She doesn't believe I'm going to transition and she doesn't believe me about being trans*. 

I wish I could have babies. Having another moment where I'm sad about that. It's been months since I cared about that.

Quote from: DianaP on February 16, 2013, 08:43:06 PM
"A&P" by John Updike
"The Lottery" by Shirley Jackson
"The Most Dangerous Game" by Richard Connell
"Araby" by James Joyce
"Hills Like White Elephants" by Papa Hemingway

...and other "classics". 

Really? Do you actually not like those? Maybe you just don't like school. Those are good stories, and I know that some classes can suck the joy out of everything.

I've missed rendering computer models. I'm glad to see that I'm not too rusty at it either. I still run circles around the others in Bravofleet. But sometimes it's fun to pop up and leave them drooling for more. They call me the Graphics Goddess over there.

I felt like a damn genius when I pulled both pants up at once and saved few measily seconds by doing that, haha...
Life is full of simple joys.

Had a dream where my dog was going to be killed.   I'm tired, but don't want to go back to sleep now.