Hey gals (and guys who read)! Well I have to say the last few days have been rather nice , at least in the spirit world where dreams come from. I had a few dreams as female. Not just me as another female like a past life (which I have had) but actually me, as i am today except transitioned and having a neo vagina even! What an amazing dream it was last night especially too. All my feelings were feminine. I was even with a girl who was giving me a pleasure that I had not experienced before. I was feeling free and right. I woke and squeezed my chest and for the 1st time in a long time I felt fully female again.

It is nice to have this euphoria, considering i still am not on hormones and have been feeling very blah about my real life and my body.

God Bless

Great news.
I'm no expert, but that sounds like a part of your mental perception of yourself changing to match your ideal self.

I've had a few dreams in which I was female, even years before anything started. Can't say they ever involved pleasure, though. :/

Um....ok

Quote from: ZoeM on February 24, 2013, 04:25:45 PM
Great news.
I'm no expert, but that sounds like a part of your mental perception of yourself changing to match your ideal self.

I've had a few dreams in which I was female, even years before anything started. Can't say they ever involved pleasure, though. :/

I still dream mostly male, but its starting to slowly change, and it feels better each time it happens.

Quote from: MaidofOrleans on February 24, 2013, 06:54:57 PM
Um....ok

I guess you don't realize how important that is too me, I have been waiting and hoping that it would start happening sooner or later. I feel like I am starting to make some breakthroughs mentally and spiritually. I apologize if I was not making that evident. 

Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on February 24, 2013, 01:55:34 PM
Hey gals (and guys who read)! Well I have to say the last few days have been rather nice , at least in the spirit world where dreams come from. I had a few dreams as female. Not just me as another female like a past life (which I have had) but actually me, as i am today except transitioned and having a neo vagina even! What an amazing dream it was last night especially too. All my feelings were feminine. I was even with a girl who was giving me a pleasure that I had not experienced before. I was feeling free and right. I woke and squeezed my chest and for the 1st time in a long time I felt fully female again.

It is nice to have this euphoria, considering i still am not on hormones and have been feeling very blah about my real life and my body.

God Bless

Lucky you.......!!! I only had dream ones as all female. Other than that its always me, like I am now. transitioned, pre SRS. 

Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on February 24, 2013, 08:51:19 PM
I guess you don't realize how important that is too me, I have been waiting and hoping that it would start happening sooner or later. I feel like I am starting to make some breakthroughs mentally and spiritually. I apologize if I was not making that evident. 

I'm sorry Shawn, you're right I don't understand. You are a very spiritual and religious person while I am not so I don't really get you....

it's not an insult so don't take it personally, just putting it out there.

Congrats! Feels great, doesn't it? I have dreams where I'm female from time to time also, and EVERY single time it just feels so wonderful, and I wake up smiling and I just have to write it down so that I can remember it forever. It's just one more of those things that reminds me just how happy I'm going to be on that day when I really can look in the mirror and see a girl in real life.

Hope you have many more! They're awesome!

Quote from: MaidofOrleans on February 24, 2013, 11:39:07 PM
I'm sorry Shawn, you're right I don't understand. You are a very spiritual and religious person while I am not so I don't really get you....

it's not an insult so don't take it personally, just putting it out there.

Ok well no worries then, dreams for me personally can be subconscious reflections or sometimes spiritual , like they do sometimes seem so real as if they were another world entirely, at least they have been for me.

Quote from: cheetaking243 on February 25, 2013, 12:16:50 AM
Congrats! Feels great, doesn't it? I have dreams where I'm female from time to time also, and EVERY single time it just feels so wonderful, and I wake up smiling and I just have to write it down so that I can remember it forever. It's just one more of those things that reminds me just how happy I'm going to be on that day when I really can look in the mirror and see a girl in real life.

Hope you have many more! They're awesome!

Yeah they do feel great, at first I was having ones where i was sometimes male and female, and struggling with myself. I use to dream i was superboy all the time, It was one of the ways I somehow fought off all the bad nightmares i used to have.

My dreams are usually very lucid, I can control somewhat , what i am doing. Can usually smell and see, light and dark apply and so does touch.

I have those dreams from time to time (without the girl) & whilst it feels great when I first wake up reality hits hard as I touch my face & feel stubble or need to nip to the bathroom & get reminded it was only a dream for now.

I had a dream a few nights ago about walking into a house full of trans people, it was fantastic to be able to talk to others face to face without getting that glazed look that says "I'm sympathetic to what you're going through but I can't understand"

Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on February 25, 2013, 12:30:00 AM

My dreams are usually very lucid, I can control somewhat , what i am doing. Can usually smell and see, light and dark apply and so does touch.

I get that 90%, I used to get control of lucid dreams but have lost the ability, lucidity makes the good dreams great but the bad ones are awful, when I first came out i'd have dreams about being out with my mum & she's push me away (often into danger) if someone approached, in one dream we were clothes shopping, someone approached & mum pushed me through a window, not good in a lucid dream.

Do you use any technique to get control or does it come naturaly?

QuoteDo you use any technique to get control or does it come naturally?

It always came naturally for me as a kid, got less frequent as an adult, I did not try any techniques, I just seem to have a great awareness, all my normal senses are there and i can control the actions to some degree, however some nightmares happen still where i have no control.

I used to dream about owls that had boxing gloves and punched me and pulled me into the closet, and then airplanes that would swoop down and capture me, or being run over by a train. I had started to see reoccurring characters in my dreams , so i became a super hero and fought with the justice league to defeat my demons, and it worked, i finally smashed that train and was able to fight back all the badness.

Quote from: ZoeM on February 24, 2013, 04:25:45 PM
Great news.
I'm no expert, but that sounds like a part of your mental perception of yourself changing to match your ideal self.

I've had a few dreams in which I was female, even years before anything started. Can't say they ever involved pleasure, though. :/

It is because I have often thought in the past I would be with a woman as a woman, but never wanted to admit it before, now it would be so wonderful for me personally.

Quote from: Shawn Sunshine on February 25, 2013, 04:31:07 AM


I used to dream about owls that had boxing gloves and punched me and pulled me into the closet, and then airplanes that would swoop down and capture me

I know it's rude but I can't stop smirking at that mental picture (I mean mental in every sense of the word)

I used a technique to aid lucid dreaming that involves frequently asking yourself if the real world is just a dream & is the dream the reality.
It didn't work for quite a while but I did eventually get results, I still get frequent lucid dreams but no matter how hard I try I have no control.