Strangely, I am able to focus better with angry music which could be classical, but I don't think I have any.

My 5 page paper is due in less than three hours....I guess I better get started on it.

Quote from: Edge on March 10, 2013, 06:19:56 PM
Strangely, I am able to focus better with angry music which could be classical, but I don't think I have any.

at the pont where I have to fill up the last page and a half worth of crap

Go Malachite! You can do it! I am now imagining cheerleaders to cheer him on.

I'm thinking about a character from Supernatural and how I'm still pissed that he's dead.

After all these years, I'm finally growing. Lately my body is acting as though I'm a cisguy going through puberty, with all the fun and embarrassing things that come along with it. The one good thing I can say is that if I stand up, no one should be able to notice that my little guy has woken up at random 

Also, I need more hats.

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on March 10, 2013, 08:24:44 PM
After all these years, I'm finally growing. Lately my body is acting as though I'm a cisguy going through puberty, with all the fun and embarrassing things that come along with it. The one good thing I can say is that if I stand up, no one should be able to notice that my little guy has woken up at random 

Also, I need more hats.

Hahha, great sense of humor. You're finally getting a growth spurt? How did that come about, did the doc have to give your pituitary gland a nudge or is it just a natural latent burst of growth that you're finally getting?

Quote from: Edge on March 10, 2013, 08:21:48 PM
Go Malachite! You can do it! I am now imagining cheerleaders to cheer him on.

Cheerleaders!

One more page *take a deep breath* I can do this!

I've been on HRT for five months, as of today. I'm thinking how far I've come along with accepting myself and learning to put my own well being ahead of anything else in this world. How to be proud of myself and, in spite of anxiety, depression, doubt, and fear, be able to say "I deserve to be happy" and mean it.  I have good days in my life now, and they keep on coming.

And boobs. Thinkin about boobs.

I'm thinking I need to work out. I'm waaaay too fat. 

Finished!

Going to relax with some Tomb Raider walkthough!

Quote from: natastic on March 10, 2013, 09:23:00 PM
I've been on HRT for five months, as of today. I'm thinking how far I've come along with accepting myself and learning to put my own well being ahead of anything else in this world. How to be proud of myself and, in spite of anxiety, depression, doubt, and fear, be able to say "I deserve to be happy" and mean it.  I have good days in my life now, and they keep on coming.

And boobs. Thinkin about boobs.

Boobs are good. I keep wondering what I'd look like with them.

Quote from: Shantel on March 10, 2013, 08:48:55 PM
Hahha, great sense of humor. You're finally getting a growth spurt? How did that come about, did the doc have to give your pituitary gland a nudge or is it just a natural latent burst of growth that you're finally getting?

I think my dad's side of the family was a bunch of late bloomers. Growth is fine- but I swear, it had better just be in height. Any more chesticular growth and I will be one freaking unhappy camper.

Speaking of angry rants, I still don't get why I'm in my situation. I don't want to hear about how they want the best for me, because they know damned well that isn't what they're doing. They go on about stress aging and killing them, yet there's something so simple they could do and all the hatred would just be lifted. I'm sick of society leaving me in the care of two people who are literally impossible to have a serious, rational conversation with, who think their beliefs are more important than what their son is telling them.

sagslhglskhgklshlghslkhgklashgskl. That is all.

Can't wait for starbound =)

My brother needed a scary short story for his English class. I provided my services in exchange for small compensation.

I wrote something so messed up, I don't think he will hand it in. Lmao.

I can't wait to get out of this hostel, my neighbour has been away for 2 weeks of rehab & i've had blissful peace & quiet.
Within less than an hour of him getting back he's deafening me with James Blunt, just what my depression needs, the most depressing music in the world!!

That I awoke too early, and it's still dark out at 7:11 AM - Stoopid time change!

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on March 10, 2013, 11:48:14 PM
I think my dad's side of the family was a bunch of late bloomers. Growth is fine- but I swear, it had better just be in height. Any more chesticular growth and I will be one freaking unhappy camper.

Speaking of angry rants, I still don't get why I'm in my situation. I don't want to hear about how they want the best for me, because they know damned well that isn't what they're doing. They go on about stress aging and killing them, yet there's something so simple they could do and all the hatred would just be lifted. I'm sick of society leaving me in the care of two people who are literally impossible to have a serious, rational conversation with, who think their beliefs are more important than what their son is telling them.

sagslhglskhgklshlghslkhgklashgskl. That is all.

Ok chill Max! Take a deep breath now, atta boy! When you're 18 you can call the shots! I'm assuming that you're younger at this time but know what you want and where you're headed.

Finished watching the Tomb Raider walkthrough and that game is amazing....though.....the ending seemed a little flat and I thought that could have been worked on.  The fanboy in me wants to ship Laura and Sam!

Just keep listening to music and everything will be fine. Don't think about anything but the music.