Quote from: Liam Erik on April 01, 2013, 07:11:20 PM
I hate myself.  I want to start over.

Big hug! They make something for that. It's called a suitcase. Hugs, Devlyn

Just flat out bored.

Late night chat with my friend who likes me again. She's losing her friends because of me.

Edit: oh, and now her friend is sending me hate mail. *sigh* I have no idea how she got a hold of my email addy. Must have been the university directory.

Quote from: Caleb. on April 01, 2013, 07:08:48 PM
It's not that it's overused, it's that I see a million people now spelling it in the most stupid ways possible. I mean, something like "Kaleb" is cool, cause that's how it was originally spelled, but I hate that I have a "trans name."

But NSFA you're probably right. Half of people don't even know how to pronounce Caleb, lol. So. I guess it's OK. And I have met cisgender Calebs too. I think I was just sensitive last night.

I saw a Kaylob on Tumblr the other night. >.<

Caleb's email hater. I'd like to slap her with a wet kipper :


I was just thinking about Jannie and that I miss her.

I had a nasty dream. I was teaching my classes, and inbetween the two I needed the bathroom. So by habit, without thinking I went in the women's. I realized what I had done, and left and went into the men's next door. A bunch of guys were fighting inside, and i looked in the stall and the toilet was clogged with poop. I then looked down and realized I wasn't binding or wearing anything over my chest.

So I went back to the women's because I had to go so badly and there was no toilet in the men's. A girl leaves a stall and the entire thing is covered in blood, so much that there's no way I could sit down on the toilet to pee and I had no STP. I went back to class and my students had all left, except one who hugged me and cried, saying she wanted a penis but she knew she'd have ugly balls.

Quote from: Caleb. on April 05, 2013, 10:38:19 AM
I had a nasty dream. I was teaching my classes, and inbetween the two I needed the bathroom. So by habit, without thinking I went in the women's. I realized what I had done, and left and went into the men's next door. A bunch of guys were fighting inside, and i looked in the stall and the toilet was clogged with poop. I then looked down and realized I wasn't binding or wearing anything over my chest.

So I went back to the women's because I had to go so badly and there was no toilet in the men's. A girl leaves a stall and the entire thing is covered in blood, so much that there's no way I could sit down on the toilet to pee and I had no STP. I went back to class and my students had all left, except one who hugged me and cried, saying she wanted a penis but she knew she'd have ugly balls.

OMG, that was a nightmare!

Had another reminder that fundamentalists can be found in Paganism, too.

Quote from: Shantel on April 05, 2013, 11:24:34 AM
OMG, that was a nightmare!

It was, lol, it was pretty gross and weird. =/

Quote from: Constance on April 05, 2013, 03:31:24 PM
Had another reminder that fundamentalists can be found in Paganism, too.

Ah, I know of these people. It's an odd reminder, I always find myself surprised but I supposed it makes sense.

I'm unhappy because my dad wasn't very nice to my brothers today, and my one brother has decided he is moving out with a friend. It happened all at once. He may come back, my mom told him not to take all his stuff, but...I don't know. And I heard about it, my dad is being a selfish, thoughtless jerk as usual.

I'm unhappy because my camera is gone forever..

I unfriended a trans woman on FB today.

She's going through a lot, and I really wanted to be able to be there for her. But she's an aficionado of "lolita" dresses and that was starting to bother me. I guess I could've just unsubscribed from her News feed, but I unfriended her instead.

My left hip (The one I fell on when I slipped on the ice over this past winter) is hurtin' like a B---- today!!!

The amount of barker's eggs in my back street,you have to play hopscotch so as not to step in one

This morning has been my first day out since last Tuesday due to a sprained ankle so I went to the shop to get some essentials.

I'm carefully climbing the stairs (I live in a first floor apartment in a block) when the sound of a letter box being slammed shut startles me, I slip on the second step from the top, overbalance, fall down stairs, and sprain my ankle.. again.

And it *&$%£& well hurts.

Quote from: StellaB on April 06, 2013, 06:07:21 AM
This morning has been my first day out since last Tuesday due to a sprained ankle so I went to the shop to get some essentials.

I'm carefully climbing the stairs (I live in a first floor apartment in a block) when the sound of a letter box being slammed shut startles me, I slip on the second step from the top, overbalance, fall down stairs, and sprain my ankle.. again.

And it *&$%£& well hurts.

Auntie Shan hugs ((((Stella!)))))

Could barely get out of bed or walk when I woke up today    I put some Golden Dragon medicated oil on my hip and lower back and that seems to be helping a bit

It just seems like if it isn't one thing it's another and it all just depresses the hell out of me 



Note: Tucking your stuff directly after applying the medicated oil is not recommended but will definitely wake you up 

Quote from: V M on April 06, 2013, 04:37:36 PM
Could barely get out of bed or walk when I woke up today    I put some Golden Dragon medicated oil on my hip and lower back and that seems to be helping a bit

It just seems like if it isn't one thing it's another and it all just depresses the hell out of me 



Note: Tucking your stuff directly after applying the medicated oil is not recommended but will definitely wake you up 

Poor kid, you're not having a good day! Never unzip and pee when you're insulating with rock wool, it will destroy your day!

Quote from: Shantel on April 06, 2013, 04:44:04 PM
Poor kid, you're not having a good day! Never unzip and pee when you're insulating with rock wool, it will destroy your day!

I'm sure you're just itching to tell us about it!

Another nice shopping trip to my local Goodwill store & always the same thing. I fine something I really like & think this will fit/my size. After returning home as always maybe 1/4 of the clothes I bought are too small. Why can I not realize I'm a big girl, size 14 & just purchase size 14 & leave the size 12 clothes alone???

Same thing with shoes. I'm size 10 medium. Sometimes I find a nice pair of shoes size 9 1/2 & purchase them thinking maybe my big feet have shrunk. You know the ending.

Maybe one day I'll learn.

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on April 06, 2013, 05:11:57 PM
I'm sure you're just itching to tell us about it!

You really think that's necessary?