Quote from: ZoeM on April 03, 2013, 08:29:32 PM
Don't wish your life were over. Wish the sucking were over.
Then do something about it.

Unfortunately, I can't do anything about it. It's a bunch of medical issues that I can't control. Dealing with the gender issues was much easier to deal with by comparison. At least I could fix them. This stuff I am dealing with now completely sucks.

Quote from: Miss Bungle on April 03, 2013, 08:44:07 PM
Unfortunately, I can't do anything about it. It's a bunch of medical issues that I can't control. Dealing with the gender issues was much easier to deal with by comparison. At least I could fix them. This stuff I am dealing with now completely sucks.

Auww... D:

My latest neurosis: Is autoandrophilia a thing the way  ->-bleeped-<- is? What if I have that?

I know  ->-bleeped-<- isn't really considered a thing anymore, but still.

I really need to do some more schoolwork today... But my cousins want to have a Pokémon tournament this weekend and I don't want to lose to a seven-year-old. I guess I'm going to go train in the mountains instead of doing my homework.

My arms are starting to feel normal again finally. Getting shocked that bad kind of scared me, felt that through my chest even.

Quote from: Jaime R D on April 04, 2013, 08:54:50 PM
My arms are starting to feel normal again finally. Getting shocked that bad kind of scared me, felt that through my chest even.

What happened? 

People are so rude in this city, they push and shove even when you're lugging something around that's the same size as you. Carrying a cello is hard enough without people blocking the way and shoving and demanding that I move when they have plenty of room.

OTOH, while sitting on the bus being worried if people saw a girl when they were looking at me, I said in my head to myself, "I'm a boy," and it felt like finally settling into my own skin. That was nice and reassuring after all that stuff I had to go through last week.

I am thinking about how I need to brush my teeth before bed and how much I love "Not a Pretty Girl" by my lady Ani.

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 04, 2013, 09:10:50 PM
People are so rude in this city, they push and shove even when you're lugging something around that's the same size as you. Carrying a cello is hard enough without people blocking the way and shoving and demanding that I move when they have plenty of room.

OTOH, while sitting on the bus being worried if people saw a girl when they were looking at me, I said in my head to myself, "I'm a boy," and it felt like finally settling into my own skin. That was nice and reassuring after all that stuff I had to go through last week.

Same up here, some jerk almost pushed me down the stairs as he was running to catch the T.  I don't get why there's such a rush, there will be another train along shortly. Glad you're feeling more comfortable, it's all about self-confidence. 

Give someone with a musical instrument a bad time, let alone a Cello... Go to JAIL!!!

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 04, 2013, 09:10:50 PM
What happened? 

Apparently, the power supply blew on my desktop and I was messing with it to see what was wrong and it got me pretty bad, there's a short in it somewhere, so I need to get a new one now. I've been shocked plenty in my life, but that went into one arm, through my torso and out the other arm and it was hard to let go of it for a moment, so it got me good. Had to sit down for a while afterwards too. I'll live, just hope the desktop will too eventually. I've got my old home built one going now though, but its taking a while to update since it's been offline for a few years. I'm only doing it for the printer and also I want to have access to all my music and some old pics. when I can afford it, I need to get a portable drive so I can use it with my laptop too.

I need a face lift. Being age 60 is not funny. Glad to be alive & enjoying all except for gravity.

Ouch D: Glad your arms are feeling better.

Quote from: V M on April 04, 2013, 09:27:09 PM
Give someone with a musical instrument a bad time, let alone a Cello... Go to JAIL!!!

Yeah! 
I'll burn their house down, with the lemons!

...okay I really need to stop with the silliness.

Quote from: androgynoid on April 04, 2013, 11:42:54 AM
My latest neurosis: Is autoandrophilia a thing the way  ->-bleeped-<- is? What if I have that?

I know  ->-bleeped-<- isn't really considered a thing anymore, but still.

I have heard of the term autoandrophilia being used, and (presumably) cis women who describe themselves as having it. I've also heard of (presumably) cis men who feel they have  ->-bleeped-<-. I think that both can exist as a sexual fantasy, but it's inaccurate imo to describe trans people that way since it's more than just a sexual thing for us.

Looks like it'll be another day-off due to sick leave... Still can't use my right arm properly.

Guys who are about to have T as injection, mark my words.
Don't get the injection to your arm.

I wonder how I ended up with peanut butter on my chin after making a sandwich...

... probably because I licked the knife

Quote from: kkut on April 05, 2013, 11:09:38 AM
I'm wondering why I still haven't completely learned if it ain't broke, don't fix it!

I installed the latest version of windows explorer and now it crashes every 10-15 minutes! 

I trashed three PC's with Microsoft's inferior software and hole filled platform and finally got tired of being held hostage by the gang in Redmond, Washington and finally got a Mac and now life is good!

Quote from: kkut on April 05, 2013, 11:09:38 AM
I'm wondering why I still haven't completely learned if it ain't broke, don't fix it!

I installed the latest version of windows explorer and now it crashes every 10-15 minutes! 

https://fedoraproject.org/ ?

I really want to get on testosterone.
Shame I have stupid anxiety over doctors. Makes starting these processes so difficult.

I'm thinking that my GF and mother want to meet..

If the world suddenly implodes, you know they met..

I wonder if I can reheat pasta in an electric skillet with the rest of my dinner?  I'll know soon enough...

Quote from: Kelly the Trans-Rebel on April 05, 2013, 04:58:33 PM
I'm thinking that my GF and mother want to meet..

If the world suddenly implodes, you know they met..

You mean that you will be like roadkill?