No not really my last . The girls can do what ever they want. I am just up all night wondering how my transition is going to effect there lives.  Fathersday, Mothersday, School events, taking them to the B-day party ect. They are 6 and 2 years old. I have been there mother wile my girlfriend has been the provider on the most part.

People have told me ," Your the greatest father, I wish there where more like you".  I get so angery when I hear that. I`m nothing like other fathers, I don`t think like them, I don`t like sports, and hate being reminded I look like them. (You are the greatest father,= you are a big hairy, stinky, brute.) I am a mother I have been for years.....................................

  2:30 am Hawaii time, I feel alone and ghostlike.   

Oh Angie you are not alone.
To your girls you are a father even if you are not like other fathers.
I to am a father and grandfather but as you said

Quotenothing like other fathers, I don`t think like them, I don`t like sports, and hate being reminded I look like them.

Me too but I am proud of my children and grandchildren. They can call me dad, father and that's okay with me.
Jillieann

My 6yr old son decided this year that since I was transitioning into a girl, that I needed to get Mother's Day cards instead of Father's Day.  He has handled all this very well.

My two boys (15 and 13) have decided to start calling me "Aunt Pam" when we are out in public together.  However, in private they still call me dad, and in reality that is what I will always be inside. 

Pam

Quote from: Gabrielle on June 17, 2007, 05:57:06 PM
My 6yr old son decided this year that since I was transitioning into a girl, that I needed to get Mother's Day cards instead of Father's Day.  He has handled all this very well.

That is great!I have a son who I haven't seen in over ten years, every time I found him, his bio mother moved him again or blocked my mail. He has no idea that I transitioned!

I am still looking for him, I suppose I could hire an investigator but I have to sort throgh how I am going to spring this on him when I find him. I think he will accept it pretty well as I was always his "real" mother anyway.

As far as Mother/Father's Day, it's really cool post-transition when people wish you a Happy Mother's Day.

  We went to a 4x4 access only beach for a bbq picnic. Maybe I`m still full of all my T but I didn`t feel like doing all the man stuff. I was feeling girly all day and depressed. I played with the girls and went surfing in the afternoon. The water always brings me back up a little.
   Mamma Sampa said next year we will just ignore Fathersday and have a great mothersday together.   HMMMMMM.   I`m not to sure how the little ones will feel about that. I think it is there choice.