I have no idea what to do or even if I want to do anything. Having genitalia disgusts me beyond words and if I had my way, I'd seriously consider being aesthetically neutered. It's not the thought of surgery that scares me, it's the thought of the permanence and the fact that I may, one day, want to have sex and won't be able to if there's nothing there.
All I know is that I feel very trapped stuck as a sexual person when I'm nowhere near sexual and am barely a person and more of an alien or strange animal of sorts. I don't identify with the human species very well...