I went with Neutrois. Null Gender.
Sometimes I do feel like I'd like to delete my physical male gender markers, but overall, I'm pretty happy with who or what I am.
Pica Pica described how I am pretty well. I think my attributes would have made me a successful female if I'd been born with that body.
I feel feminine, but not masculine inside. Feminine, but not like a woman trapped in a male body. I think it feels like being a child when gender means nothing to you and you just
are. Is that null gender?
I'll admit I was seduced by Emerald's description, and it is possible that is me, but I have a tendency to become whatever it is Emerald describes so I am trying to not do that in this case.
Emerald has become my Goddess, Saint, Oracle, and Mother.

and Angel. ( no pressure on you to live up to any of those things, Em )