Quote from: A. G. Bheur on April 20, 2013, 07:34:29 PM
Don't do that.  Once you take her on a couple of dates, even fake ones, the stalker is going to grow far more clinging and she sure as hell won't take no as an answer.  I also wouldn't count on your boyfriend being happy that you took a girl out regardless of if it's a fake date and regardless of if he finds it amusing you're a chick magnet.

My advice is to not do the dates.  It's going to lead to hurt feelings from everybody and can potentially encourage the stalker to grow worse in her behavior.

Max, that would be like opening the door to a recurring nightmare that won't go away only worse than "Groundhog Day." Don't do it!

I know, I know, I wasn't actually going to do that. It was just a silly irrational thought just like the many others I have, some of which may or may not include gene splicing. Luckily there's a voice of reason in my head so I don't act on those crazy stupid ideas 

I'm thinking of tying it up and wearing a baseball cap, but that'll only work outside of school since there's a strict "NO HATS EVER NYEH" policy in school. Mom, please take me to get a haircut or at least let me get one without murdering me ;-;

Side note, he told me to go out with her. Bad boyfriend, don't fuel my terrible ideas :c

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 20, 2013, 07:58:02 PM

Side note, he told me to go out with her. Bad boyfriend, don't fuel my terrible ideas :c

He'll regret that as soon as it happens.  (And you'd sure as hell regret once she grows worse. )

A haircut would probably be a good idea or pulling your hair back into a pony at the nape of the neck (if it's long enough).

I'm really glad I was the weird social outcast in school. I'd sit in a circle with my little clique of nerds and we'd play UNO all class, every class. Everyone was too afraid to catch The Geek to come near us. On that note, good luck to you, Max. She sounds like a terror. 

Yeah, it's at an awkward in-between stage. And I was never really serious about dating her, I do have some morals up in this dusty head of mine >_>

I started rifling through drawers of old stuff for hats and sunglasses, and I came across my clarinet mouthpiece. Good times.

I don't trust anyone who says removing a dog's ovaries is good for them with no strings attached. There are some big benefits, but those hormones are important for developing and maintaining health, it sounds like you're just asking for heart problems, bone problems, a slower metabolism and maybe dementia. I think I'll ask the vet if they can just give my dogs hysterectomies instead of spaying them.

Quote from: ~RoadToTrista~ on April 20, 2013, 09:32:51 PM
I don't trust anyone who says removing a dog's ovaries is good for them with no strings attached. There are some big benefits, but those hormones are important for developing and maintaining health, it sounds like you're just asking for heart problems, bone problems, a slower metabolism and maybe dementia. I think I'll ask the vet if they can just give my dogs hysterectomies instead of spaying them.

You're not risking that.  That would be a myth about what spaying does.

I've been mimicking the voice and tonal quality of Emily Deschanel who stars in the series "Bones", my wife says that her voice is annoying which makes me want to perfect it all the more. Must be more of my passive - aggressive side showing. If I wind up living in a cardboard box under a bridge you'll all know what happened! 

Quote from: Shantel on April 21, 2013, 07:59:53 AM
I've been mimicking the voice and tonal quality of Emily Deschanel who stars in the series "Bones", my wife says that her voice is annoying which makes me want to perfect it all the more. Must be more of my passive - aggressive side showing. If I wind up living in a cardboard box under a bridge you'll all know what happened! 

Wait, there's more than one Deschanel? All I know is the one named after me. #lies

Quote from: ZoeM on April 21, 2013, 08:04:03 AM
Wait, there's more than one Deschanel? All I know is the one named after me. #lies

xD Yeah.  The chick from "Bones" and Zoey are sisters.

I like the girl from "Bones" a lot.  She's got the same facial set up as me and it makes me not feel so alone when all I see are girls with round or oval faces. >.>

Zoey is so cute, though!  I love her in "New Girl" or whatever that show is.

Quote from: A. G. Bheur on April 21, 2013, 11:35:49 AM
xD Yeah.  The chick from "Bones" and Zoey are sisters.

I like the girl from "Bones" a lot.  She's got the same facial set up as me and it makes me not feel so alone when all I see are girls with round or oval faces. >.>

Zoey is so cute, though!  I love her in "New Girl" or whatever that show is.

Yeah, she's a doll! I get a kick out of the way she talks, think I've already got it down now.

Jeez, someone needs to tone down the emotional screaming. She was telling my dad that I gave myself a horrible haircut before she even saw it. Yeah it was a bit uneven and weird last night but I fixed the sides- ironically, this is the most normal-looking my hair has been in a long time. But it looks like a boys' haircut so that must mean it's horrible.

And I look like a bloated fat freak. Thanks, Mom!

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 21, 2013, 12:00:16 PM
Jeez, someone needs to tone down the emotional screaming. She was telling my dad that I gave myself a horrible haircut before she even saw it. Yeah it was a bit uneven and weird last night but I fixed the sides- ironically, this is the most normal-looking my hair has been in a long time. But it looks like a boys' haircut so that must mean it's horrible.

And I look like a bloated fat freak. Thanks, Mom!

She'll get over it.   And I'm sure you don't look bad!  Moms have a tendency to react badly.  I cut off all of my hair and my mom said I looked like a dyke.

@ Shantel:  XD Your poor wife!

Wow, my feet hurt. No more WalMart boots for me...

Same here with the haircut. Every time I chop it off I walk in the door to a mass look of horror. They all look like turkeys in the rain. 

Pfft. Screw her, it actually looks cool. I should slick it back and wear a leather jacket and glasses to school, may as well go all-out on the badness.

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 21, 2013, 11:00:01 PM
Pfft. Screw her, it actually looks cool. I should slick it back and wear a leather jacket and glasses to school, may as well go all-out on the badness.

That would be awesome. XD

I just stepped back onto the forums on AVEN.  I've tried doing it several times, but hopefully it'll stick.  This asexual needs some support. XD

I did get support on a yaoi group on FB, though. o.o Including for being trans*.  It was awesome!

I noticed the other day I really can't say "yes" if someone asks me if I was born a female/woman/anything other than man. Because at some level I wasn't. I was born male but ended up with a wrong body.
Earlier, I would've answered yes without a doubt. Now I just can't. It's just isn't true in my tiny little mind. Funny how this kinda thoughts can change over time.

Also, can't really decide if I should take a short nap on the couch before dragging myself to the store so I can continue coloring...
Decisions, decisions...

Hey, dude next door. Yeah, you with the little moped. You aren't cool and your toy's busted. You've been working on it for almost a year and it still doesn't work. It's not going to work. You can't even mow your lawn. How do you expect to fix it? Please stop tinkering with your wannabe bike until 10 at night. The demonic child across the hall needs her beauty sleep so we can perform the exorcism this weekend. Thank you! 

...my mood has plummeted. D:  T.T

Quote from: A. G. Bheur on April 22, 2013, 09:52:23 PM
...my mood has plummeted. D:  T.T

D: *hugs* feel better!

Well, she kissed me on the cheek today. I pretty much went into shock, which of course she thought was just adorable so she skipped back over and did it again. Surprisingly my heart didn't give out, given the speed it was beating at.

Problematically, I'm worried now that I do like her on some level. That just further complicates things. But I worry about hurting her feelings, she's a nice girl. And on top of it, I'm also apprehensive about doing anything because of the fear that she'll somehow find out that I'm trans.

I need a real packer, not a sock. And I want to take off my shirt so badly, I think the chest might pass for regular moobs but I don't want those either ;-;

Going to check in with my guidance counselor on things though, I really want to come out to staff especially if I'm getting college recommendations, and I also want to use the boys' locker rooms and restrooms without worrying. And possibly even join a boy's sports team at school, if I have the time. But...I don't know what I can and can't do right now, so I'll need to see. I'm full of nervous energy right now.

But the good news? I'm growing!