Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 28, 2013, 09:35:59 AM
Just had bacon, eggs, and a bagel. Still hungry.
I thought my appetite was bad before but now that I'm growing again it's ridiculous.

Good hearty breakfast for a growing boy! Glad to hear you're growing again, no more shrimp jokes no more being called pee wee!

Wondering how much money I'll make selling bacon, egg, and toast poptarts.

Quote from: Shantel on April 28, 2013, 08:44:58 AM
Well I would imagine that since you're not a big foodie like Jamie D that would be reason why you are kind of lightweight in the caboose.

Its my metabolism. I was talking with a lady I know the other day and I told her during the convo that I was anti-vegetable and she asked me what did I eat and I told her lots of junk food and she asked why I wasn't fat then. My weight has stayed within a twenty-five pound range ever since I was in high school, no matter what or how I ate. The only time I really gained weight in that range was when I went on hrt, but then later, I lost most of the initial gain and now I weigh about ten pounds heavier than I did in high school and mostly able to hold it there if I keep eating a lot.

Quote from: Shantel on April 28, 2013, 09:46:21 AM
Good hearty breakfast for a growing boy! Glad to hear you're growing again, no more shrimp jokes no more being called pee wee!

Yes, delicious bacon is always a good way to go 
Hopefully I won't be a shrimp anymore, I think I'm 5'1.5" as of last night. Having killer growth pains lately, but it's worth it.

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 28, 2013, 10:19:43 AM
Yes, delicious bacon is always a good way to go 
Hopefully I won't be a shrimp anymore, I think I'm 5'1.5" as of last night. Having killer growth pains lately, but it's worth it.

Sounds really positive. I was kinda shrimpy through high school, always wanted to be six feet tall but made it to 5' 7". 

Quote from: Shantel on April 28, 2013, 10:58:04 AM
Sounds really positive. I was kinda shrimpy through high school, always wanted to be six feet tall but made it to 5' 7". 

Yeah, I'd like to be six feet too but I don't know if that'll happen  I'd settle for 5'7", that's a good height. All of my doctors for years had said that I would never be five feet tall, guess I flipped them all off as of late.

In other news, I saw my boyfriend yesterday. He looked me up and down and walked around me, then proclaimed that I look 100% like a guy. Made me feel pretty happy, he says the concept is still weird for him but he likes me like this too. Sometimes I worried that he wouldn't want to stay together because of this, I'm glad he has because I do sometimes need a shoulder to cry on IRL. Well, as long as he's not sobbing harder than I am.

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 28, 2013, 11:15:33 AM
Yeah, I'd like to be six feet too but I don't know if that'll happen  I'd settle for 5'7", that's a good height. All of my doctors for years had said that I would never be five feet tall, guess I flipped them all off as of late.

In other news, I saw my boyfriend yesterday. He looked me up and down and walked around me, then proclaimed that I look 100% like a guy. Made me feel pretty happy, he says the concept is still weird for him but he likes me like this too. Sometimes I worried that he wouldn't want to stay together because of this, I'm glad he has because I do sometimes need a shoulder to cry on IRL. Well, as long as he's not sobbing harder than I am.

Pretty cool! BTW - Is your boyfriend a cis male? Color me curious!

He's cis but very effeminate and also likes crossdressing, which he doesn't understand and isn't completely comfortable with but wants to try. I doubt I'd ever end up in a relationship with a manly guy, not that I care what people are but I seem to like feminine individuals more if any at all. Confusing orientation, I know- panromantic asexual with tendencies towards attraction to femininity.

And yes, cool indeed.

Quote from: Liminal Stranger on April 28, 2013, 01:00:32 PM
He's cis but very effeminate and also likes crossdressing, which he doesn't understand and isn't completely comfortable with but wants to try. I doubt I'd ever end up in a relationship with a manly guy, not that I care what people are but I seem to like feminine individuals more if any at all. Confusing orientation, I know- panromantic asexual with tendencies towards attraction to femininity.

And yes, cool indeed.

Actually given the direction you're going I don't think it's the least bit odd sounds like a (there's that word again) normal attraction to me.

I'm thinking it's such a nice rainy lazy day. It makes me not want to get up and exercise. I've managed to get my sneakers on. That's a start.

I only know what normal means in terms of physics 

But if I were cis, I think I would be a guy who likes girls without exception, being trans taught me to look past that aspect of people. Though girls can be a handful emotionally, I've learned that the hard way XDD

Nothing much.

Had to teach the 5th and up Sunday School class today and felt very dyshproic when I had two tall male students.  I couldn't help but to feel very dysphoric and jealous of them.  One of the guys is in 8th grade when they are supposed to be and 10th and I was thinking to myself I wish I trade my life with him regardless. 

No reason to be jealous of tall guys Malachite. You and I aren't short, we're convenience-sized for le ladies.

Edit: I'm actually trying to think of what I should wear to go for a walk with my grandma. =/ I only care because she seems to be the one who least sees me as a man, so I think I feel more pressure to pass and look good. Or, as good as I can.

I'm thinking about how funny it is when my dog wants me to throw something for him, he'll set it down by me and if I ignore it, he backs up a little and makes little noises, getting increasingly louder until I actually throw it for him. Currently its a tennis ball he found outside.

And now he's sitting there holding it with his paws while he tries to pull the fuzz off it with his front teeth. .

Quote from: Renee on April 28, 2013, 03:05:27 PM
I'm thinking about how funny it is when my dog wants me to throw something for him, he'll set it down by me and if I ignore it, he backs up a little and makes little noises, getting increasingly louder until I actually throw it for him. Currently its a tennis ball he found outside.

xD My dog does the same thing. 

Quote from: Renee on April 28, 2013, 03:05:27 PM
I'm thinking about how funny it is when my dog wants me to throw something for him, he'll set it down by me and if I ignore it, he backs up a little and makes little noises, getting increasingly louder until I actually throw it for him. Currently its a tennis ball he found outside.

Mine will get up and put the toy in my hand. She's rather demanding about things XD

Quote from: Renee on April 28, 2013, 08:40:06 AM
I'm more apt to eat bacon, eggs and stuff for dinner than I am for breakfast. I usually don't even eat breakfast, but on my days off, I sometimes get hungry early.

I L-O-V-E breakfast for dinner!

And dinner leftovers for breakfast.

There's nothing quite like cold pizza in the morning.

(Sleepy bed head, staggering for a cup of tea in the AM.  Sees pizza box.  Looks inside. "This is my lucky day!  Two pieces left.")

Quote from: Renee on April 28, 2013, 09:59:20 AM
Its my metabolism. I was talking with a lady I know the other day and I told her during the convo that I was anti-vegetable and she asked me what did I eat and I told her lots of junk food and she asked why I wasn't fat then. My weight has stayed within a twenty-five pound range ever since I was in high school, no matter what or how I ate. The only time I really gained weight in that range was when I went on hrt, but then later, I lost most of the initial gain and now I weigh about ten pounds heavier than I did in high school and mostly able to hold it there if I keep eating a lot.

I don't like to say things like this but honey people like you really make me sick when all I do is look at chocolate chip mint ice cream and automatically gain ten pounds and have to work my ass off to get rid of any weight gain.