I should be more exact. She is my best and oldest friend. I refer to her as my sister and she sees herself that was as well. It went okay, but she does not know how to handle me being the way I am. That is very confused about my gender and my sexuality. What I mean is like she did my makeup and she was like well I only used the minimal to accentuate your features. She was like, but generally people like you use more. I guess this is true to some degree, but I think she meant a drag queen and that is simply not the case. I am not sure what I am, but a drag queen I am not. Now as far as just a cross dresser yeah I know I will need more makeup, or makeup done well. Over all though it was touching and nice. The only thing that sucks is educating her on how I feel and what all the terms mean. She says she understands, but she only does a little. She is trying though and who know I might just come out to my mother.
Oh side not I did not look too bad. Not passable per say, but not bad. I wore this dress that made me look pretty good.
I am supposed to go hang out for a few days here soon. I am still confused and today did not do much for me as far as giving me a definitive answer on how I feel. It sucked because I felt like a guy in a dress. I guess that does tell me something. I did feel good dressed though.
Confused, but learning. Oh well.
