This is just a rant, i'm not looking for sympathy, asking for help or attention.
I'm just so tired of my life sometimes, i am so filled with self doubt that it kills me and i feel so ugly. I look in the mirror and some times i see a face i like, other times i see a male, other times i see an unattractive girl who has sh!t hair.
I'm tired of this back and forth war that's going on with me emotionally, everything seems so hard i feel like no one will ever like me and i just hate being ugly, why..whatever...end