What i am thinking right now:
I cannot possibly be female, do i really feel like that?
But i did get jealous at times?
I'm a boy and that's it.
I don't like most feminine things
I'm so confused.
It's always there, that little voice (not literally) that tells you you have to do something.
In my case, trying to get help from my psychologist, figuring myself out.
Earlier this day i wanted to kill myself because of my confusion and not knowing what my "place" is.