Thank you, being able to maintain sexual relations with my wife is very important to our relationship.
Went to the therapist today and reviewed:
Philly Trans Health Conference ( she is teaching other health care providers and is full on all her presentations ),
Reviewed the time I can attend and how to make the most of it.
Went over the clothing buying and wearing topic. I knew this was coming and a big stressor. I agree that it is time to start to buy and wear cloths that reflect me when I am in therapy. This would be the 1st time wearing something in front of someone. We went over the buying phobia. I really want some things that reflect my style and view of myself. I know the look I am after.
Went over hormones and loss of anxiety and head aches (95% gone), a small amount more emotional ( not much more, I was a bit emotional pre HRT but I hide my emotions). The two biggest gains are loss of aggression and being happy. Talked about increasing doses is 2.5 months ( I am on a pretty standard dose now). I want injections next.
Reviewed my biggest fear, breasts. I want them but fear how others will view and treat me. I want a feminine body in total and I am apprehensive about getting there.
I hope I get some head hair back.
These are my fears, hopes and dreams.
Down to 195 pounds

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