Thinking about this ride along I have to do Saturday....ugh!

Quote from: FTMDiaries on June 21, 2013, 09:09:30 AM
Our smokin' hot French intern is leaving today after having spent several months with us. What am I going to do for eye candy now?

Hey I thought you were gay! 

Quote from: Liam Erik on June 21, 2013, 09:36:23 AM
thanks... I still feel awful about it.  She was only four.  At the very least, I've got her twin daughters, which is more than I can say about most awesome ewes who die young.  She was perfection, basically.  I hadn't lost a ewe in three years.  I'm frustrated by the whole situation with the animals as I've been laid up after surgery - it takes days or a week to get somebody to do something basic for them, while they get thinner and thinner, and guess what, that's untenable.  I still can't pitch hay myself, and every single time I went down to check their hay, they had no food whatsoever.  Then I go nag somebody about it, and they say, oh... yeah... okay, in an hour or two I'll feel like it.  Yesterday I had enough and put them out on grass even though it's too short.

That's pretty sad Liam, if I lived close by you can bet I'd be over there every day for you and a few lazy people would get an ear bashing!

Quote from: Not-so Fat Admin on June 21, 2013, 09:24:25 AM
Hey I thought you were gay! 

Well... yeah, but he doesn't know that so I've been free to perv over him for the past few months! 

Quote from: Liam Erik on June 21, 2013, 09:36:23 AM
thanks... I still feel awful about it.  She was only four.  At the very least, I've got her twin daughters, which is more than I can say about most awesome ewes who die young.  She was perfection, basically.  I hadn't lost a ewe in three years.  I'm frustrated by the whole situation with the animals as I've been laid up after surgery - it takes days or a week to get somebody to do something basic for them, while they get thinner and thinner, and guess what, that's untenable.  I still can't pitch hay myself, and every single time I went down to check their hay, they had no food whatsoever.  Then I go nag somebody about it, and they say, oh... yeah... okay, in an hour or two I'll feel like it.  Yesterday I had enough and put them out on grass even though it's too short.

I hear you. I get the same problem, where other people are quick to ask me to lend a helping hand but become very scarce whenever I need something. There's only so much we can do, and you did your best.

Got caught up with a dear friend of mine. She couldnt make it to the Lobby day event because she had to be in court for her divorce hearing. And I'm not so much sad as I am furious. Her children in court said, "our dad is dead to us." This happened to my big Sister, Jannie, and I always saw the pain in her eyes from losing her children. If families have to divorce, why can't it be civil?

Quote from: Keaira on June 21, 2013, 10:43:45 AM
If families have to divorce, why can't it be civil?

Because there is always a greedy bastard lawyer who wants it to be acrimonious rather than amicable so that he/she can demonstrate before the court how painful it has been on the wife and kids in order to get a bigger settlement and more money for their client which translates to more for themselves if they take the case on a contingency basis which is usually the case.

Sister took her work break earlier than I though so I couldn't talk to her for long.

I had to yell at my mom to get through to her that it was not okay to dictate what my thoughts are/were. She was rejecting the true me by trying to deny what I thought to myself but never said.

Quote from: Naomi on June 21, 2013, 03:04:15 PM
I had to yell at my mom to get through to her that it was not okay to dictate what my thoughts are/were. She was rejecting the true me by trying to deny what I thought to myself but never said.

Whaaaat? Naomi wait, wait, you're saying that your mom was reading your thoughts and you had to yell at her because of it?

College

Quote from: Shantel on June 21, 2013, 05:49:42 PM
Whaaaat? Naomi wait, wait, you're saying that your mom was reading your thoughts and you had to yell at her because of it?

No XD, I was talking with her about what I thought when I was a teenager when I had thoughts about being female, and also about while I was on my study abroad to Japan this past summer. She then asserted that I never thought like that and was actively denying what I was telling her about my thoughts. I got fed up with that and actually had to yell at her and explain that denying my own personal thoughts, something which she could never possibly know, was rejecting my experience and in a way me.

Later she said she was joking, but it definitely was not okay with me.

This 12 hour ride along I have to do :/  Wouldn't be bad if I didn't have to write incident reports UGH!

Quote from: Naomi on June 21, 2013, 10:21:35 PM
No XD, I was talking with her about what I thought when I was a teenager when I had thoughts about being female, and also about while I was on my study abroad to Japan this past summer. She then asserted that I never thought like that and was actively denying what I was telling her about my thoughts. I got fed up with that and actually had to yell at her and explain that denying my own personal thoughts, something which she could never possibly know, was rejecting my experience and in a way me.

Later she said she was joking, but it definitely was not okay with me.

Oh I get you now! Yes, mom's always go into the denial mode and become openly hostile to the thought that their darling child could even conceive of such a seemingly preposterous idea. Go on with your life's plan dear, she'll eventually get over it. Moms never throw their kids away and in the end she'll have to concede that it is your life to live and she can't live it for you.

Just found out a girl I went to high school with and had classes with was murdered this morning.

Quote from: Darkie on June 22, 2013, 09:36:51 PM
Just found out a girl I went to high school with and had classes with was murdered this morning.

  {{{HUGS}}} 

Quote from: V M on June 22, 2013, 09:51:29 PM
  HUGS 

I really wasn't that close to her, to be honest she wasn't nice to me at all back then.  But two of my friends (an acquaintance and one of my good friends from back then) are taking it really hard.  Consoling the old good friend is bringing back memories of my friend who died last November, which was the first time I had ever actually dealt with death of a friend.  Sure, there were old ladies at my mom's church who died and we went to their funeral, but this was someone who for practically a year I sat next to ever day in college and hung out with till his mom came to pick him up.  So, between the SO having a night with the boys and this, kinda sucky night.

Quote from: Darkie on June 22, 2013, 09:36:51 PM
Just found out a girl I went to high school with and had classes with was murdered this morning.

That's so sad Darkie, seems like the world is becoming a more violent place. ((Hugs))

Quote from: Shantel on June 23, 2013, 10:40:21 AM
That's so sad Darkie, seems like the world is becoming a more violent place. ((Hugs))

Thanks.  I guess it happened just a few miles away from my house.

My bike was stolen for the second time this year, I don't think it's going to get recovered this time either.