I was going through a journal that he had written. I didn't recognise him. He is truly dead.

I LOVE this life, I love me and I love you all.

Just thought I'd say it!!!

Good for you! Don't say it too loud as it might spread and be catching.
I am happy that "he" is a distant memory and your now enjoying life as you should.

Happy days ahead for you.

Perhaps you should hold a wake, seriously?

I look forward to being like you, happy. Working on it but it is hard.

Jen

I'm happy for you. Can't wait until i reach the point where he is dead too. I'm just starting though

I've actually considered the wake idea after my SRS, along with celebrating my birthday on a new day more significant for Wynn in following years

I hadn't thought of that!

A wake!!!!!

Geex, well you are all invited of course.

OMG another project.

Heee Hee

Quote from: Cindy. on June 29, 2013, 04:24:38 AM

I was going through a journal that he had written. I didn't recognise him. He is truly dead.

I'm really happy for you Cindy!  I have been writing a lot about this very thing (of not being able to recognize the person I used to be) here on susans lately, just because it kinda bugs me.  I've kinda worked through it, though, I think.  It's something like metamorphosis of a butterfly or of  a phoenix risen from the ashes is how I'm looking at it.

The more striking the change, the stronger your cognitive dissonance when you see your old self, I'm guessing.  So I think the really young transisitoners may have a hard time understanding this feeling we deal with, which is lucky for them imo.

Quote from: Cindy. on June 29, 2013, 04:24:38 AM

I was going through a journal that he had written. I didn't recognise him. He is truly dead.

I LOVE this life, I love me and I love you all.

Just thought I'd say it!!!

Love you too, sis..

Quote from: Kelly the Trans-Rebel on June 29, 2013, 06:06:17 PM
Love you too, sis..

Me too, she's terrific!