This is really a question that requires a great deal of thought. I find just pondering it brings back memories of how I tried to do the macho thing, telling war stories, etc. I remember the way guys would look at me funny like WTF? Oh I tried so hard to fit in with the guys and I never could pull it off. How I longed to be with women, I think the only thing that helped me survived is having a lot of girlfriends and looking back it was no coincidence that many of those women were bi or flat out lesbians who broke my heart, I guess they could never figure it out, why they were attracted to me. (Besides the fact that I was purty!) LOL
