I made a deal with my self. Last week will be the final week that I sit in my room all dolled up because Im "in the closet". So today I decided on who has the right to know and I decided to tell my 3 brothers (Mom and sis already know), I have yet to tell my great grand mother. I told them one by one and it was fairly successful, to sum it up they where either happy that I'm starting to find my happiness or indifferent; stating they'll love me no matter what. Now of course this my change once they start to see my change but at that point it's no longer my problem.