Never in my life would I ever have said yes to something like that. Because as much as I hate being different, my feminine tendencies are so much a part of who I am, that I seriously do not believe that I would be me without them. I just can't imagine where the hell I would be in life if I didn't go through my teenage phase of HATING being male, which basically made me strive to be everything that the average teenage male wasn't... that period was what taught me to be kind, compassionate, to respect others, and to seek to understand people rather than laugh at them. I simply cannot imagine myself as a cisgender man. I wouldn't be me anymore. I owe almost every single facet of who I am to that experience, as painful as it was.