i only just started seriously evaluating whether im trans or not a few weeks ago
and i want to be but i don't think i am.. the one thing i remembered i did when i was about 9 kind of gives me hope though.. its really funny
i was at this park/beach thing
and there was a fenced park and right outside it was a swing on a tree
my mom and her boyfriend were sitting on a bench right next to the swing
an older boy from the park came out and started talking to me
we went out to the beach and i asked him if he thought i was a girl
he said yes! i kept asking him and he kept saying yes and i think he said i was pretty
(its hard to remember im 18 now :d)
so we went back to the swing and he wanted me to push him
every time hed come down the swing hed sort of bump into me
and everything was peachy UNTIL my moms bf said "yes hes very handsome"
and the kid gave me a stinky look and said "youre a boy!!"
and he went into the park..
then we were leaving and i (like a desperate naive vulnerable idiot)
walked all the way back to the park to say bye to him
and he was like "go away im playing with these ~GIRLS~"
and i look and theres these pretty girls on the little play things
.. and thats all i remember
sorry this was so long its nice to get it out though
i havent remembered that until i started thinking i was trans
what do you think :d
