Quote from: Queen Ralph on August 07, 2013, 07:03:50 PM
I'm pretty sure I have not posted a side view of my face. its got nothing to do with my figure.

screw it, I'm going to bed.

Oh I was thinking of a full body side view photo you posted. Ok go to bed grumpy girl!

Anyway who in the world would name their daughter Ralph!

I just agreed to move away from the only place I want to live and away from the only people I want to live with.

Quote from: suzifrommd on August 07, 2013, 07:14:29 PM
I just agreed to move away from the only place I want to live and away from the only people I want to live with.

Not a happy time for you, I'm sorry Suzi ((Hugs)) We all love you hon!

Feeling like I am damned if I do and damned if I don't in so many ways right now.

Quote from: Shantel on August 07, 2013, 07:09:27 PM
Anyway who in the world would name their daughter Ralph!

Ralph and Alf Monroe - The Monroe Brothers

Quote from: Jamie D on August 07, 2013, 11:19:57 PM
Ralph and Alf Monroe - The Monroe Brothers

You got me there, guess we'll have to give Queen Ralph a pass!

1.Just when i thought my gender issues and wishes were completely imaginary, and that while my best friend was staying with me.

2.My best friend is on his way home right now.

Trying to be nice yet getting dismissed.

I found out that in order to give blood at my height I'd have to weigh over a stone more (16lbs more to be precise). I know my body image is screwed, but there is no way I'd be okay being a stone more, and my bmi is fine as it is. Yes I know the bmi system is majorly flawed, but as a rough benchmark for the average person it's all I have to go off. It sucks because it's something I've always wanted to do, it costs me nothing and could save lives, why not? But no,  I'd have to weigh 9st 2lbs

Quote from: AlexanderC on August 08, 2013, 06:11:39 PM
I found out that in order to give blood at my height I'd have to weigh over a stone more (16lbs more to be precise). I know my body image is screwed, but there is no way I'd be okay being a stone more, and my bmi is fine as it is. Yes I know the bmi system is majorly flawed, but as a rough benchmark for the average person it's all I have to go off. It sucks because it's something I've always wanted to do, it costs me nothing and could save lives, why not? But no,  I'd have to weigh 9st 2lbs

That would be what, about 128 lbs? How tall are you now?

I'm supposed to be at school right now. But the thought of another day in a blouse and skirt, surrounded by girls who think I'm one of them, being in that female environment when I'm not female and don't belong there, I can't deal with that today. At least at home I can bind and wear a baggy hoodie, and not have to look down and see my blouse stretched across my chest.

I noticed there seems to be a chip underneath the gum of the tooth I got a root canal on....the same tooth my dentist said didn't need to be capped.

I'm foreseeing tons of dentist bills again.  Looks like top surgery is going to be a little further off.  -_- 

The one dress I really wanted, the one I stared and drooled at for 4 months before buying it doesn't fit anymore. I wore it once! So really, hrt might have changed my face but it didn't really shift that body fat around do much as just add to what was there. It really sucks. I loved that dress!!

Quote from: Keaira on August 08, 2013, 10:45:56 PM
The one dress I really wanted, the one I stared and drooled at for 4 months before buying it doesn't fit anymore. I wore it once! So really, hrt might have changed my face but it didn't really shift that body fat around do much as just add to what was there. It really sucks. I loved that dress!!

Are you going to get rid of the dress or the excess? BTW - This is why so many female clothing items at GoodWill still have the original "new" tags on them. "Oh I just love that dress, it's snug but I'm on a diet, it will fit perfectly in a few months!" Uh-huh right! 

I will keep it! I'll lose the weight somehow!

Quote from: Shantel on August 08, 2013, 06:26:07 PM
That would be what, about 128 lbs? How tall are you now?

Yeah I think that's right.  I'm 5' 2" at the moment, and have been since I was twelve.

My last trip to Rite-Aid ended me with some awful razors which looked like good ones at the time... now I have this horrendous cut across my neck where it looks like someone tried to kill me...

Quote from: AlexanderC on August 09, 2013, 03:03:47 PM
Yeah I think that's right.  I'm 5' 2" at the moment, and have been since I was twelve.

I don't see their problem then, at 5' 2" & 128 lbs that would put you right in the perfect zone according to the chart I have. http://www.healthchecksystems.com/heightweightchart.htm

Quote from: Shantel on August 09, 2013, 04:42:21 PM
I don't see their problem then, at 5' 2" & 128 lbs that would put you right in the perfect zone according to the chart I have. http://www.healthchecksystems.com/heightweightchart.htm

No, the problem is that is the weight I'd need to be to give blood, but I'm actually 114lbs (roughly). According to them I'd not have enough blood in me, could they not just take less or something? It's frustrating because I want to do it, but I'd not be remotely comfortable at that weight, it's hard enough accepting I'm on the lower end of okay at the moment.