I see posts with avatars of people where they have taken actual images of themselves and I am envious of them

Ok we are not all pretty, but, dang some of us sure is. No really, some of us are not bad looking.
Me, I am still in refusal mode, unwilling to make peace with the view in the mirror. Plus, an inherent hate of the internet, and some of the mean people in it, and I am still I suppose sensitive about being too totally me on the internet.
My avatar is Tsukino Usagi, otherwise known as Sailor Moon, and she is surprisingly appropriate I suppose in a variety of ways I likely shouldn't like

We are both possessing of a great deal of heart and generosity, and we are both bloody crybabies. And I do kinda like ice cream as well I guess. We both sucked in school. And I am always wanting to change the world. She spent her time trying to save it. I don't think I am as much of a klutz as she is though.
I like seeing my avatar when I post. I like seeing her bubbly personality. It's like a small ray of sunshine that appears regularly while I am on the forum. It's more for me than anyone else that I use it.
You would not know this, but I have some small models of the series in front of me on my desk. I have absolutely no trouble openly displaying that I am a moonie

If I could transform into the female form of my choice, I'd likely pick her. I have never been more envious of an imaginary person before.
When you look at the image, that is for the most part, how I see myself. Including the winter outfit and the skiis. I wish we still got decent amounts of snow in my region. Global warming is depressing for a Canadian.