Well. Lol. I mean I think I look like a woman still.. just awful butch.

My school has done a lovely job of keeping the "buyback" book session a secret and it seems like it took place last month.  There goes my dentist money.  I could always sell them myself but that's annoying to the core and I should know.  -sigh-

Quote from: caleb. on August 13, 2013, 06:42:58 AM
Well. Lol. I mean I think I look like a woman still.. just awful butch.

Not really, I've seen your face and you look like a guy with a nice close shave who unlike so many today really need to clean up. Caleb, we all piss and moan about some of the dumbest stuff here, the most seemingly insignificant things get blown into enormous proportions and virtually destroy our self image, when in reality it's no big thing. C'mon now hon!  (hugs)  ~Shan~

I went to an orthopedic specialist today. I was sent there based on an echo that was made because my GP thought I was having to much pain for it to be just overexertion. The echo seemed to show a tear in my meniscus. I had to take an MRI before and I was in the guys office for literally 5 minutes (maybe less). The entire time he treated me as if I had some imaginary injury, he twisted my leg twice, asked me why I was walking strangely (uh... pain?). Told me I was way to young for a meniscusinjury... And basically kept treating me as a 5-yearold who complains of a tummyache because he misses his mummy. Adressing me as girly and such the entire time. I'm still not feeling well about it even though I can believe it's just an infected muscle. I was made to feel like I made the whole thing up and overacted my pain. 

Quote from: NathanielM on August 13, 2013, 10:51:36 AM
I went to an orthopedic specialist today. I was sent there based on an echo that was made because my GP thought I was having to much pain for it to be just overexertion. The echo seemed to show a tear in my meniscus. I had to take an MRI before and I was in the guys office for literally 5 minutes (maybe less). The entire time he treated me as if I had some imaginary injury, he twisted my leg twice, asked me why I was walking strangely (uh... pain?). Told me I was way to young for a meniscusinjury... And basically kept treating me as a 5-yearold who complains of a tummyache because he misses his mummy. Adressing me as girly and such the entire time. I'm still not feeling well about it even though I can believe it's just an infected muscle. I was made to feel like I made the whole thing up and overacted my pain. 

That was extremely condescending treatment and very unprofessional of him. That would be the last time he'd ever see another cent from my pocketbook!

No wages in bank again

Something minor. I never had this much trouble figuring out what I should do with my hair when I was presenting female. I wish I had someone to ask for advice.

My bank still has a no trade order on my account (not sure it will ever be lifted) then my microwave fried itself today.

Quote from: big kim on August 13, 2013, 11:16:35 AM
No wages in bank again

I second that.

My mysterious hip pain has come back.  I always think it's gone for good when I've not had it for a couple of months, and then out of the blue it comes back.  There's nothing wrong with my hip, according to x-rays and MRIs, it just hurts and put me on crutches for the best part of a year when I was younger.  Not growing pains because I've not grown, nothing to do with that junk inside me, and not mental health related like some people speculated because I'm peachy-creamy up top now.

Quote from: Shantel on August 13, 2013, 09:43:36 AM
Not really, I've seen your face and you look like a guy with a nice close shave who unlike so many today really need to clean up. Caleb, we all piss and moan about some of the dumbest stuff here, the most seemingly insignificant things get blown into enormous proportions and virtually destroy our self image, when in reality it's no big thing. C'mon now hon!  (hugs)  ~Shan~

Maybe you're right, Shantel. I just can't seem to shake this horrible dysphoria that I've had over the last week or more. Er. Since...August 3 lol. 10 days.

Quote from: caleb. on August 13, 2013, 08:46:09 PM
Maybe you're right, Shantel. I just can't seem to shake this horrible dysphoria that I've had over the last week or more. Er. Since...August 3 lol. 10 days.

Hmmm, that was my B-day, I didn't do it I swear! Not my fault...please!

Why does the Sara stuff never leave. I can't live like this. I feel like i'm running away from (certainly not ignoring) the elephant in the room

Quote from: Shantel on August 13, 2013, 08:49:09 PM
Hmmm, that was my B-day, I didn't do it I swear! Not my fault...please!

I knew there was someone to blame! *gets my torches and pitchforks*

Happy belated b-day btw. (this is what came up when I googled "Shantel cake" lolol)

The fire alarm had a fault which kept me up for 2 hours and I've not had enough sleep

Youtube is taking long to load when I'm trying to go to sleep listening to a motivational speech

I had hypnotherapy to quit smoking. 20 minutes later, I had a cigarette.


It didn't taste very good though.

Quote from: caleb. on August 13, 2013, 09:26:07 PM
I knew there was someone to blame! *gets my torches and pitchforks*

Happy belated b-day btw. (this is what came up when I googled "Shantel cake" lolol)

Too funny but thanks! I'm already wearing the carrot cake I had around my mid section! 

I'm sooo pissed off, i was just randomly at some forum (silly me) and there was this b*tch who said that transgirls shouldn't be allowed into female toilets and that if one was in a toilet with her she "they would not leave out walking" and claims if it would be used as an excuse for cisgender guys to go in and look at girls because this OH SO ATTRACTIVE AND BEAUTIFUL poster said "Boys look up her skirt".

GOD!!!!!!! I COULD JUST KILL THAT B*TCH.

Quote from: Donna Troy on August 14, 2013, 01:05:45 PM
I'm sooo pissed off, i was just randomly at some forum (silly me) and there was this b*tch who said that transgirls shouldn't be allowed into female toilets and that if one was in a toilet with her she "they would not leave out walking" and claims if it would be used as an excuse for cisgender guys to go in and look at girls because this OH SO ATTRACTIVE AND BEAUTIFUL poster said "Boys look up her skirt".

GOD!!!!!!! I COULD JUST KILL THAT B*TCH.

Yeah, she sounds like an awful big talker. I'm willing to be that a) if she ever made a big scene in a bathroom like that someone would put her down and b) She isn't that attractive and should stop flattering herself. Lol

My teeth are killing me  I need 2 or 3 pulled immediately,    I just applied for a dental grant for implant, or partial implants what ever right now drugged up and still in pain