I think I might actually be able to pass.
That and I looked at myself in the mirror this morning and saw a guy. A handsome guy at that. Seriously, I am one good looking dude. I just need to lose some weight, take T, and get my chest fixed and I'll be all set looks-wise.
I also cleaned a huge chunk of my apartment and a clean apartment (and space) makes me happy.
I have an appointment with a psychologist next thursday to get permission to go on T. It's expected (by both me and the endo who suggested her to me) that everything will go smoothly which means I'll be able to start T soon.