Please don't quote, but hmm, this from the other day was a rare shot I actually liked; a week away from 10 months HRT that have flown by. Though I feel I'm not getting very notable results from HRT, especially considering my start age (20). I know everyone gets different results, but it feels like I got the short straw. Maybe it's all in the hair, which I loathe? I don't know, really. I just feel, well, that I'll always be caught in the middle, not distinctly female at all...my avatar was pure luck. I look around me of all those around the time I started, months-wise, let alone age-wise, and it's not even close, they look so much more normal. Age-wise, I realize how crummy this is, too, even though my levels are actually really good. This isn't even depression, this is how I tend to see my face; as I would anyone else's, impartially.

I think this is okay, maybe even good, but honestly, heck if I know. Maybe I'll be one of those late bloomer girls, who pops out of her flower bud late in the spring, and then everyone notices her radiance, perhaps beauty, and a slightly warm, tingling sensation on the nose? After 1 year, they say the really big, noticeable facial changes start to happen then, right? God, I hope so.

One thing that's concerned me lately is my face, I'm feeling like it might be like almost too big, not sure how to put it. It's like it's way too disproportionately large compared to natal females, as well as most here. Too big of bones or something. Possibly just the nature of my heart-shaped face?