I selected MTF. Although, I've not yet spoken to anyone else besides the people on this forum. At one point in time I thought I might be CD, as I don't present as female, but I often get the feeling something isn't 100% right within myself. I came to the conclusion that I wasn't CD when I started to realise that I generally don't like CD's. To me, there's wanting to look like the opposite gender from time to time then there's wanting to look and feel like the opposite gender most, if not all, of the time. I'd say that I'm the latter. That's not to say that I dislike the idea of men dressing up as women, since I do that myself. It's just that it "seems" wrong to me somehow. I guess it's because I don't do it for the pleasure or fantasy side of things. It just feels right.
As for things such as male genitals, I'd say that I'm undecided or not bothered by them. If I was to transition one day (I often feel the need to do so), I would most definitely want to be rid of them, so that my body conformed to the female image. I don't think I could live as a woman full time and still keep my male genitals. It would be too strange.
Chris
