I was in an adult book store several weeks ago and on my way out i saw the rack displaying feminine nylons/pantyhose and as i saw the various types i told myself that i really wanted to buy a sexy pair of hose and try them on and see how they made me feel. And yet the more i had them at home, the more i realized that frankly i wouldn't enjoy them unless they were at least complimented by a nice pair of shoes and what did i want to buy in that direction, color, style, and height of the heel. This led me to more exploration of what i had thought of wearing, what i liked as it was on another woman's feet and what i thought would look sexy on my feet. So as gay pride week progressed i went to lakeview in chicago and finally found a store i felt comfortable going into and trying on several pairs of high heeled shoes, finally settling on a pair of scarlet, 5 inch, platform shoes with a sweet sexy ankle wrap to it and i loved the look on my feet, the height it brought to my 5 ' 6" frame and the anticipation of how i would look with nylons AND heeled shoes. All of this has sent me on an exploration of my inclination to dress up female, act feminine, desire to turn other gay men on to me and be able to engage in this exploration of my feminine self. It has only been three weeks since the beginning of all of this for me, but I feel that i am on an enjoyable ride into the sexual person that i am. I am glad to be here, meet more people of the same persuasion and orientation, and learn more about exploring my feminine side. I just want to say hi to everyone here and hope to meet and develop some wonderful relationships with like minded "ladies". Ciao. Edie
