okay. i dont know if you ever happen to experience multiple dreams through out the night. but in every one of those dreams my srs was completed and i would be in a situation with a guy that is rubbing all over me. including that area. and i could actually see my pretty vagina ... but whenever i would go to the bathroom and pull my pants down... there is that monster still there . have you ever experienced anything like this? prior to srs that is... maybe its because in feb ill be post op. im trying to get prepared for that day so thats like the only thing on my mind.