Murbella Your no Clue Post, really reflects to my story right down to being 30, using games as way to have an outlet (Pretending to be female, which I still do in a lot of games) and even think I might have been autogynaphilia since when I hit puberty my thoughts of become a girl, imaging myself as one were also sexual not all the time but enough that it has had me thinking, yet since turning 30 - the thoughts no longer arouses me and feels more like how I was when I was younger, but this time with new found knowledge of my feelings.