Hi, I'm a noob, and I just wanted to say hello to everyone. I recently realized that all my life, the feeling that I wanted to be a boy was never going to go away till I did something about it. I don't know what I'm going to do next, but so far research and reaching out has been my first step. I guess I'm still trying to figure myself out, but I'm pretty sure that the plumbing I've got doesn't work for me, neither does being a woman, in general. It never has, and as a result, I've been disconnected, in a sense, from my body all my life.
I've never been able to live in it fully.
I'm still, since realizing that I was seriously considering taking steps to change my gender, kind of confused and frightened. I feel lost and out of my element. Excited, too, but mostly those other two emotions.
Anywho, I already spilled my guts in another forum, so I'll just sign off with: I'm glad to be here. This feels like a good place to be.
MJ
