Jessica who do you think you offended?  I don't think you offended anyone, nobody wanted you to leave.

No one offended anyone, it's all good.

Actually, I just want to put it out of my mind, so... what's happening with everyone else?

*attentive look*

So relieved my stomach lied to me. So glad your still here Sephira.

My sexual desires.  I need chemical castration. 

Woke up to another day of this stupid world

Quote from: V M on October 03, 2013, 06:15:50 AM
Woke up to another day of this stupid world

Now, now honey you know we need you! Btw - what's for breakfast?

Workplace politics.

My big project is about to get seriously watered down. People are complaining, making ridiculous claims, and not listening to arguments. The higher-ups are getting cold feet. Although they agree with what I'm doing, rather than stay the course of organizational change, they're going to bow to pressure.

Short term gain for long term pain. 

I have studying, three weeks worth of homework, and several textbook chapters to read asap. I didn't want to leave it so long, but couldn't afford my textbooks.
I also got a last minute e-mail about a group work project. The other people in my group want to meet up today to work on it which means I'd have to bring my son which means I'll be too busy watching him to be much help. If they had actually tried to do some of this work in class like I was trying to do (trying to do a group work project in class when the other two members of the group are goofing off is difficult), I wouldn't have this problem.

Day 3 of a migraine

Quote from: Edge on October 03, 2013, 08:50:00 AM
I have studying, three weeks worth of homework, and several textbook chapters to read asap. I didn't want to leave it so long, but couldn't afford my textbooks.
I also got a last minute e-mail about a group work project. The other people in my group want to meet up today to work on it which means I'd have to bring my son which means I'll be too busy watching him to be much help. If they had actually tried to do some of this work in class like I was trying to do (trying to do a group work project in class when the other two members of the group are goofing off is difficult), I wouldn't have this problem.

What are you taking?  Maybe we could help you with the homework?

Quote from: Darkie on October 03, 2013, 04:29:52 PM
What are you taking?  Maybe we could help you with the homework?

Thanks for the offer, but it's ok. The reason I was having trouble was because I couldn't afford my textbook and, therefore, didn't even know what the questions were. (Thanks, student loans.)

I hate that time of the month.  It doesn't get me dysphoria but the pain is almost unbearable.

Quote from: Darkie on October 03, 2013, 05:11:18 PM
I hate that time of the month.  It doesn't get me dysphoria but the pain is almost unbearable.

Not fun!  ((Hugs))

I think I'd be a bad father. Whenever I see kids crying, even on TV, I get the whole "WHAT ARE YOU CRYING FOR?" mentality. Funnily enough, I will cry at something sad or beautiful, but I hate when people cry when a situation requires a level head. Even kids. And I hate that I feel that way because our bloody house could be on fire or something and I'd just tell my kid to get their shiz together.

Quote from: caleb. on October 04, 2013, 01:48:32 PM
I think I'd be a bad father. Whenever I see kids crying, even on TV, I get the whole "WHAT ARE YOU CRYING FOR?" mentality. Funnily enough, I will cry at something sad or beautiful, but I hate when people cry when a situation requires a level head. Even kids. And I hate that I feel that way because our bloody house could be on fire or something and I'd just tell my kid to get their shiz together.

The warm and fuzzy mother instinct doesn't always come naturally for everyone and that's especially true for men. More than likely the T has obliterated any mother instinct that you may have had. Typical male behavior...

Quote from: caleb. on October 04, 2013, 01:48:32 PM
I think I'd be a bad father. Whenever I see kids crying, even on TV, I get the whole "WHAT ARE YOU CRYING FOR?" mentality. Funnily enough, I will cry at something sad or beautiful, but I hate when people cry when a situation requires a level head. Even kids. And I hate that I feel that way because our bloody house could be on fire or something and I'd just tell my kid to get their shiz together.

Thing is, if you ever end up having kids your reaction to them crying might be completely different. People often have different feelings towards their own kids. I knew a guy who thought he'd hate how busy kids are because he hated his niece's kids running around. Now he's got two and he still hates other kids running around but his own don't get that reaction :p

Quote from: Shantel on October 04, 2013, 07:10:12 PM
The warm and fuzzy mother instinct doesn't always come naturally for everyone and that's especially true for men. More than likely the T has obliterated any mother instinct that you may have had. Typical male behavior...

Oh, it's about as non-existent as it ever was lol. There hasn't been a single moment in my life where I have ever felt even remotely nurturing, or "motherly." Whatever that means. Even if I was a cis male, I'd be repulsed at the idea of creating my own biological kid, it's something I just don't understand. I actually remember telling my mom about it on a number of occasions, because I was aware that it was unusual, and she said "well just wait until you meet the right guy and then you'll want it..." Oh mom.

Quote from: NathanielM on October 05, 2013, 01:11:46 AM
Thing is, if you ever end up having kids your reaction to them crying might be completely different. People often have different feelings towards their own kids. I knew a guy who thought he'd hate how busy kids are because he hated his niece's kids running around. Now he's got two and he still hates other kids running around but his own don't get that reaction :p

Maybe, who knows, lol. I sometimes entertain the idea of adopting a child, because I'd love to take someone who just had a crap hand in life and give them a headstart. Make them tough and awesome.

What do you mean about having no right to claim things that are upsetting or offensive to you?

goddamnit people.

Today is the day I decided to really  "crack down" on my work. I had everything set up...the house was quiet, no one needed anything from me. And then it begins...my grandmother is helping my mom take out the flowers. Super! Since I have the vagina chances are I'll be recruited as well, despite the fact that I have upcoming and urgent master's deadlines. It's not even helping that bothers me, it's that my attention span has been horrible and if I stop working, I'll lose my train of thought entirely and it will take forever to get it back. While my brother sits on his ass and plays that xbox again. Which is another issue, because if my grandma is coming, that means my brother is coming, and likes to yell at the television.

I was going to make the commute to university to work, which on a Saturday, is at least a 1.5 hour commute for me. And 1.5 to 2 hours back, since Saturday transit sucks. And it's hot outside so I'll be sitting in a pool of my own sweat again.

I decided it wasn't worth it. I'm staying here and working. My brother is just going to have to keep his hole shut.

just too many things to do around my house.