Well second therapy did not go as planned.. I went in to the session trying to talk myself away from transition and came out with an October date for low dose HRT start.
I again showed my therapist (by the way she is a babe) pics of a plane and boat I thought about getting and just closing the closet door shut again and again she said why not spend that money on FFS and be happy with who you truly are.
Its amazing to have someone to talk to that totally understands who I am. She see's right through the male outward appearance. She is experienced and see's me as female..in a male body.
Plan is to take it slow get E3000 done in Dallas, not cut hair ever again and see what happens. May go all the way may just stay on low dose HRT forever.. at this point its time to quit fretting and do something positive. Its exciting.. I have been wanting the E since I was a kid, now I have the key to the medicine chest..how can I say no.
As Dr. Zoey said, why live a lie.
Carrie
