when i came out to him ,he kind of accepted it , he said I can tell him anything he'll be there and he was- but since the day i shaved my hair I messaged him to let know so he didnt have a shock , and iv never heard from him since , im really hurt , iv known him for years , i feel like he's laughing behind my back at me , im really shocked because I feel like iv been a good friend to him
I know that im never going to hear from him again and im hurt

That is a really ->-bleeped-<-ty feeling. I hope he comes around bc it so hard to find good friends these days. but if he doesnt then he was never really your friend in the first place. I know exactly how you feel though. I have been trying to be friends with my ex after we broke up. and She has helped me through alot of my transgendered ->-bleeped-<-. but she just got back together with her ex.. which still hurts for me cuz i still having feelings for her. She is one of those girls that fall really hard and really fast for someone, but then forgets her friends in the process. and that hurts so much bc i pretty much gave up everything for her even moved closer while we were still together and then she broke up with me. I am def no innocent party bc i lied to her about  who i was for 2 years before telling her i was transgendered. But she said she still wanted to be friends. Then she accidently called her ex by my name and he got pissed off and she said she couldnt talk to me at this moment. so yeah. i dont know if i will hear from her again or not. But i know how bad it hurts. She was literally my only friend that i could talk to about pretty much anything.

its horrible I know I wont hear from him again and thats the worse part , wanting and waiting , I feel like everyone judges being trans , like its a choice :/