Hi everyone. My name is Trisha Rai, it's the femme name that I've chosen for myself. This is basically my story so far:

It started when I was about four or five.  I looked at the girls around me and thought - why can't I be like one of them? I began looking closely at women and how they acted. I began trying to imitate them at home. This lasted until I was about six.

For about the next three years I think I was just "normal" and I had to desire to feel or act feminine.

But at about nine the urge returned and since it hasn't gone away. My urge to be feminine is growing stronger and stronger everyday and I'm starting to become desperate. I have been caught in lipstick and nail polish but never actually fully crossdressed. But I have a very strong feeling my mom knows that I've been CD. She admitted she found skirts, blouses, bras, and lingerie in my closet. She however, doesn't recognise me to be a constant CD and doesn't know how deep my feelings go...for me it's not just about CD it's about being the girl that I am Trisha - all the time.

I become Trisha everyday I can - when I'm home alone. That's when I become happy.

My true feelings about being Trisha have been locked up until now...my rents are really religious if I came out I don't know what could happen.

Trisha

  Sounds so much like me trisha , im glad you didnt wait as long as i have to do anything about it ,
lots of good wishes for you ...  hugs Ellen

Pleasant Hello to you Trisha and Welcome to Susans's most wonderful place.

Please feel free to join in on the conversations and be yourself here

Trisha - I can't say as my parents ever caught me with clothes or lipstick but they certainly knew something was "wrong" when I insisted on playing the part of Glenda the Good Witch from The Wizard of Oz in my elementary school play

Nevertheless, you'll find much comfort and support here at Susan's Place. Again, welcome!

-Rose

Welcome to Susans Trisha.

This is a wonder ful place to be.  Join in, ask questions, but most of all enjoy yourself here.

 :)hi-  i am just like  you in wanting to crossdress -  but my  family  would never  understand   and they  would turn  against  me.  i don't  know  what to do.

Everybody in my family knows except my brother who lives with me (because I share a room with him, so that would be weird). It's not hard coming out to family and I'm still young.

hi-  in my family  it woud be next to impossible   to  express   my  feminine  desires.
your  family  must  be   more open-minded  than mine.  good luck to you  in  your
openness  with your  family-  i wouldn't  dare  come out of the closet with my family.
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