I have nearly finished with the introductory stage of Vocal Coach - Complete breathing, but I am too anxious to go with the next exercises. I am already close to shouting "this is impossible".

I know, I said that the first time I tried eyeliner, but I simply swapped to an easier to apply product. With this there are no shortcuts, and here is were my GID frustration always reach maximum levels.

More bills to pay. Ugh, this is stressful.
And I overslept, missing my appointment. I'm going have to call and reschedule, probably paying a fee for that too,.
I hate money.

Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 12:47:01 PM
More bills to pay. Ugh, this is stressful.
And I overslept, missing my appointment. I'm going have to call and reschedule, probably paying a fee for that too,.
I hate money.

I finally came to the conclusion that I'll never have any money of my own and that I am just a manager of other peoples money for some and am viewed by others as their personal ATM machine. It's just a medium of exchange anyway, so once I understood that I felt quite liberated.

My  mom. She misunderstands me constantly.

Quote from: Shantel on October 15, 2013, 12:52:34 PMI finally came to the conclusion that I'll never have any money of my own and that I am just a manager of other peoples money for some and am viewed by others as their personal ATM machine. It's just a medium of exchange anyway, so once I understood that I felt quite liberated.

Transition isn't going to pay for itself. That's my biggest issue. Under my current insurance, since I'm not intersexed, nothing at all is covered, and switching plans would involve coming out to my parents so they could discontinue it to get me on a new plan. I don't think I'm ready for that.

Quote from: Pickles on October 15, 2013, 12:54:05 PMMy  mom. She misunderstands me constantly.

Very few parents, especially parents of transgenders, fully understand their children

I don't understand why people feel there is a need to raise their voice in a confrontation. What does it actually accomplish? Nothing.

This is my first year of college, and this is the longest I've been away from my family. Miami is so different from any other place I've lived, it honestly feels like a foreign country. I miss my family, I miss my pets, I miss my friends from home. I love Miami, I love how big and multi cultural it is. I think it's fun that for the past two days the only time I've spoken English is talking on the phone with my parents and in class. I think it's fun to get to use my French talking to the huge Hatian comminuty, and using my Spanish otherwise, but having to put effort just into being understood is tiring. 

Abby, I think we're twins. I speak Spanish and French as well, and prefer them to English.

Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 07:09:47 PM
Abby, I think we're twins. I speak Spanish and French as well, and prefer them to English.

Nice! I prefer English, but you get better service/responses here if you just use Spanish or French (it's close enough to creole)

I speak German conversationally as well, but my French and Spanish are best, my French is good enough I pass in France.

Been up for 25 hours and 13 min and counting and can't go to sleep because I am not tired and I have an appointment in the arvo and if I sleep now I won't wake up in time.

Quote from: Abby on October 15, 2013, 07:14:41 PMNice! I prefer English, but you get better service/responses here if you just use Spanish or French (it's close enough to creole)

I speak German conversationally as well, but my French and Spanish are best, my French is good enough I pass in France.

I learned my French in Belgium. I was 6 when I moved there and lived for 2 years.

To go with the topic of the thread, to add to my bad day, an MtF "friend" still thinks I'm not serious about transitioning and should stay a male "disgusting fetishist"

Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 09:58:10 PM
I learned my French in Belgium. I was 6 when I moved there and lived for 2 years.

To go with the topic of the thread, to add to my bad day, an MtF "friend" still thinks I'm not serious about transitioning and should stay a male "disgusting fetishist"

Find another friend, sweetie. One who actually knows you.

*hugs* I'm sorry you had to be subjected to that, from anyone.

Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 09:58:10 PM
I learned my French in Belgium. I was 6 when I moved there and lived for 2 years.

To go with the topic of the thread, to add to my bad day, an MtF "friend" still thinks I'm not serious about transitioning and should stay a male "disgusting fetishist"

I'm so so glad you put all of that in quotation marks. You deserve better. *force hugs*

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I have an ongoing battle with my own body and it's wearing me out so bad. Got an appointment@the doctor next Tuesday but lord knows how I'll survive until then. Breakdowns for the simplest of things. Me no like.

Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 09:58:10 PM
I learned my French in Belgium. I was 6 when I moved there and lived for 2 years.

Funny I live there!

I'm too nice/caring for my own good sometimes and feel like I let people walk all over me. 

Amy

I paid extra in tuition to take a more comprehensive extended length math class. Except the professor typically arrives late, then starts lecturing twenty or thirty minutes later, then dismisses class thirty minutes early, all while doing a crap job teaching. This is not ok

Some red pesto I was planning on using had turned into a science project

Quote from: Abby on October 16, 2013, 11:13:57 AM
I paid extra in tuition to take a more comprehensive extended length math class. Except the professor typically arrives late, then starts lecturing twenty or thirty minutes later, then dismisses class thirty minutes early, all while doing a crap job teaching. This is not ok

Makes me feel better about my own teaching, lol.

Quote from: Amelia Pond on October 16, 2013, 11:07:16 AM
I'm too nice/caring for my own good sometimes and feel like I let people walk all over me. 

Me too.

Apparently, without consulting me, my dad has decided that I am going to be a chemistry major.

*HUGS* all around!

Amy