Hi! Everyone, I'm Karla B. or maybe I should say that Karla is the women inside of me.
Karla has been tormenting me to let her out since my early teens. I'm 47 now and I'm truly sorry that I've been keeping her hiden for so long. If I had let her out 25 or so years ago, she could have been a very attractive,energetic,smart and strong young woman.
Unfortunately back in the seventies,we didn't have the information we do now. Back then you didn't know the who,what and where of these types of issues. Honestly,I didn't even know that something like this existed. All I knew was, there was something different about me. I even thought that I might be gay, because of my desire to be a girl and my desire to do girlish things, Which I enjoyed doing very,very much.
Then came a point in my early 20s where I hit complete denial.
I tried to push Karla completely out of my life by throwing everything like Clothes ,underware and makeup out. I evenstarted trying to boost my T levels for bodybuilding to make me bigger and more manly. Although I did make myself bigger, I didn't take it to the extreme.
I thought that, by doing these things, It would make me forget about Karla's existance. WRONG!! After so many years of fighting her, I finally realize that she is a huge part of me, Heck! She is me!
I've come to an agreement with her,I will let her out, but there are going to be a few times that I have to be me.( for important reasons) Karla is fine with that!
So I'll be looking forward to learning,sharing thoughts,some tears and having a few laughs with you fine and couragous folks.
