I have mono. Enough said.

Actually, no, not enough said. I tried to walk to the bank, after a half hour of walking, I feel like I've been hit by a truck. Big mistake.

my mom put rice in the stir fry instead of to the side

Quote from: Malachite on October 28, 2013, 04:47:06 PM
my mom put rice in the stir fry instead of to the side

Oh well, it all gets mixed in the bottomless pit! 

Quote from: caleb. on October 28, 2013, 04:15:22 PM
I have mono. Enough said.

Actually, no, not enough said. I tried to walk to the bank, after a half hour of walking, I feel like I've been hit by a truck. Big mistake.

Get well Caleb, no kisses for you though! 

Quote from: Shantel on October 28, 2013, 05:29:06 PM
Get well Caleb, no kisses for you though! 

I knowwww. And I'm going to Indiana in two weeks...

Quote from: Shantel on October 28, 2013, 05:28:03 PM
Oh well, it all gets mixed in the bottomless pit! 

Sadly I'm not a big fan of rice though

Quote from: Malachite on October 28, 2013, 06:15:50 PM
Sadly I'm not a big fan of rice though

Uh - yeah it's good as long as it's not moving around on your plate! 

One of my friends planned his birthday party for a day and time I can't go. Also, he doesn't invite me to hang out and doesn't talk to me unless I talk to him first. Yet, he still claims to be my friend. I stopped saying "hi" to him to see if he'd still talk to me sometime. Nope.
My internet keeps cutting out and it's very annoying.

Reading about people detransition after not being able to  fit or be loved is scary enough to make me consider stopping hrt now that maybe it is still not to late for me.


But I don't want "him" to come back.

Quote from: Apple Sprout on October 28, 2013, 08:47:35 PMReading about people detransition after not being able to  fit or be loved is scary enough to make me consider stopping hrt now that maybe it is still not to late for me.

But I don't want "him" to come back.

Sometimes it makes me not want to start.
But the current me is terrible. I don't want that anymore. I want Willow to burst out of the cocoon of my male body. She tries so hard but "he" and his testosterone make it harder.
You can do it, you make a fine looking woman, that's for certain. Don't let anyone else tell you different.

Back online after a week with no computer due to maintenance(viruses fixing) now have to remember all my passwords.

flu... bodyaches... head throbbing 

Dad's drinking has put him in hospital again,I also found out he's been driving his electric buggy drunk.

Guilty over not being able to tell my #1 online freind (or freinds period) that I'm trans.

2:30 am, just got home and I'm freezing. I'm also tired and hurting.

Quote from: LordKAT on October 29, 2013, 02:25:55 AM
2:30 am, just got home and I'm freezing. I'm also tired and hurting.

*hugs ya tight*  get under a nice warm blanket and curl up.

Idk, I'm just in a bad mood.

This bout of dysphoria... with emotional and almost physical pain... is just about the worst I've ever had. I can barely write about it.

Lack of penis when I'm having a strong phantom limb urge....



This is absolute torture.

Quote from: Malachite on October 29, 2013, 07:26:02 AM
Lack of penis when I'm having a strong phantom limb urge....



This is absolute torture.

This problem sounds much, much worse to me than wanting (and being able to imagine...) penetration.