Going to a doctors appointment, feeling very apprehensive. Not totally sure why.

i dreamt of grandma. she looked the way she was in her last days. i was helping her to climb down some stairs to get to the beach. after i took her all the way down, it occured to me that it had been a long time since i had helped grandma walk last. (which was true, she left us in august 2011) then it hit me that she was dead. it didn't seem weird that she was right there though. i cried a lot. i felt i hadn't helped out grandma enough when she was there. yeah i cried, but not as much i did at the funeral. i dunno, i think i still miss grandma

I dreamt I was being beaten and strangled.. actually felt the hand on my neck I then pushed away from the wall and almost knocked my wife off the bed lol

I dreamed a black bear cub was in the garden and got it's head stuck in the fence and I was filming it

Forum discussion, actually.

Dreamed I was back in my high school, but saw my college professor there and told her that I was considering transferring.

Then I was trying to catch the next class on time but had to use the bathroom but when I got in the bathroom, they all were too nasty to use so I said forget it and went to class and sat in my seat just as the bell rang.

Horrible dream...

I was being held prisoner by a frightening man, along with one other person. I think we were both kids. Anyway, we seemed to be locked in a cell, one the size of a small apartment. The odd thing was, we were locked in a cell with the guy imprisoning us. So maybe he was a prisoner as well. Anyway, it got to the point that we were too frightened to carry on, and our captor seemed to be getting closer to doing something horrid to us. So, I told the other kid to look for a knife I had stashed someplace. While he was trying to get it, the guy got suspicious of us and started coming over. That was when I grabbed the knife myself, and cut the man in the throat. He bled to death.

Bleh. Not a nice dream at all.

In the dream before yesterday, I dreamed that I was with my sisters and we were going to a high school to see a couple of the girls from our church.  It was morning and breakfast time so the cafeteria was full.  My sisters and were were walking between the tables to find the seats and I was in my NJROTC Summer Uniform (the one with the white shirt since they moved over to khacki-colored shirts after I graduated).  I had no clue how I got the uniform considering I graduated high school about 4 years ago but I was happy I had it.  I looked a bit thinner in it and had all of my ribbons on me.  Well I was walking and noticed Army JROTC students in their green uniform and they were looking at mine.  I was proud to stand out among them.  So I found a seat but my sisters were a few seats over so I go towards them and leave my laptop and after I was done talking to my sisters I saw a guy try to get my laptop so I go over there and tell him that it's mine.  There were three girls looking at us and I kind of felt they would take the guy's side because he was white and they were too so I had to prove the design of my laptop (it was in my case) and everything else in there to prove that it was mine and once I did that the guy went away and the three girls just looked but didn't say anything so I took my laptop back with me to my sisters, but when I got there one of them had already went to talk to one of the girls and I was exremely jealous because I should be the only person getting attention from my sister (the older one).  I realized in the dream that the whole point of going to that school was for her to talk to a couple of the girls there for whatever reason so I woke up.

In the next dream, I dreamed that I was outside of my church and a van comes up with some of my old NJROTC squad from high school.  My Chief was driving and in the van were some of his millitary buddies and some a couple of active millitary guys.  My Chief asked me if I wanted to get in so we can all have a get together for old times sake so I did but when I got in the back, my Chief disappeared and went to the back of the van while I got in the drivers seat somehow (almost like I immediately was there) and I was now responsible for picking some more of my former squad and my Chief's old millitary buddies up and I was nervous.  I couldn't see my church anymore and I was now on a back road.  I tried to brake for a stop sign (remembed what my father said about the car having enough momentum while the foot is off the gas to stop at the stop sign) but my brakes were EXTREMELY slow to stop and by the time they stopped, i had already passed the stop sign and the people in the back were yelling at me so I tried to back up for the stop sign but I hit something while backing up and everyone disappeared.  All the millitary guys and veterans and my NJROTC squad....gone, because of what I did.  I sat there and felt like a failure.  That was a nightmare.

I was on a several days long classtrip and for some reason i was kind of an arsonist. It was a little like minecraft in real life too. I was mining all day long because i was bored and built myself two rooms. Weirdly enough my gender throughout the dream was rather inconsistent (no idea why). When we finally drove home my mother's boyfriend morphed into my father offscreen and we got along like old times. No anger or hurt from my side. I was cracking a lot of jokes, he drove like a maniac and i woke up.

I had a nightmare that I was back in school and I was being bullied during a trip to some science museum.  One guy tried to pick pocket 5 bucks from me but luckily, I got it back

Horrible dream last night that had me in bed brooding for hours this morning.

SO had a baby, and was coming home by train. I went out to meet her, and she started talking about what an incompetent and inadequate parent I was. This hurt me so much, I left her and the baby there on the train, which she didn't seem to mind in the least, instead going on and on about it with other people next to her.

Had a dream last night that I was attending some kind of party for transgender and crossdressers. I attended in boy mode and would introduce myself with my real name and say aka Amy Michelle. After several introduction some of the girls said it's time to let Amy out and they proceeded to take me to one of their rooms and gave me a wonderful makeover. I woke up with a huge smile this morning. Now if this could only happen in real life I will be a happy happy happy girl.

I had a dream that I was in Japan for some reason, and I was lost in the airport and feeling all alone when I turned a corner and saw a Sikh in a turqouise turban standing there looking confused. So, I went up and said "sat shri akaal" and yay he spoke English. He started telling me where I needed to go when we somehow transported to a langar hall in the airport and we ate daal, rice, and chaapatis.

Today, I saw some Sikhs on the train, so I was thinking maybe the dream was some kind of a sign and I was supposed to say something to them. I think I was supposed to, because as I was sitting there thinking about it, my second creepy guy I sometimes run into saw me and sat next to me.   Yeah, he's really creepy and keeps talking to me about financial investment vehicles that I know nothing about as if I am supposed to be impressed by it. Maybe if I said hello, I wouldn't have been sitting by myself where creepy guy had room to sit.

I dreamed that Lorraine the 1st girl I had a crush on had PMS and burned the house down and she told me she was off to her Mums and could I please explain it to Mike her husband when he came home on leave from the Marines.When I asked why I had to tell him she told me that it would sound better coming from me as Mike and me had always been friends.We're not that good friends that I could explain this to him though!

Last night I dreamt that I was staying in a hotel with my wofe and we had switched rooms, but I couldnt remember what the room number was so I went into one that was propped open a bit. The was a little black dog and a pet skunk in the room and when I opened the door to leave the skunk got out. I tried to catch it but didnt wanna get sprayed so I ducked into another open room. There was a guy in that room that chased me out and the skunk went into his room and started spraying. I ran across the hall into another room and there was a dwarf dressed up as a clown just chilling in there. I apologized and left. The next room I tried finally had my girlfriend in it and She was sleeping in the bed. Then somehow I ended up on the other side of town walking with my younger brother....hmmm weird...

I had a strangely vivid dream last night. It started in a place that resembled my high school. I was in the library using a computer and this one guy that I never liked kept trying to  copy all the data I had on the disk, which ranged from personal documents to porn. Certainly things I didn't want people to see. After swatting him away a few times, I finally got up, double and triple checked that I had all my stuff and left. I later found out he was trans too and trying to transition, or at least that's how the rumors went. I had mixed feelings. I still hated him, but had a bit more sympathy for him. But I didn't  want to be associated with him.

After that, I went out into the school courtyard. There were beams or platforms, columns, and trees everywhere. I got the urge to climb up and sit on this one narrow beam above the walkways. People glanced up and whispered to one another as they went by. I heard some people refer to me as a 'lesbian or something'. I had my eyes closed and gently rocked on the beam as it swayed a bit. I just wanted to escape the world for a little while. Some hippy looking teacher approached, frowned, but ultimately decided to leave me alone. But then some guys I knew started harassing me. I jumped down and confronted them. I realized I was barefoot and felt a bit primal and cat-like. That feeling gave me confidence and I threw stuff at them and swiped at them using my nails like claws. I scratched one guy in the face and he ran off. I tried running and jumping at a tree to scurry up it and return to my perch but another guy pulled me down. I grabbed a stick and swung at him, and assumed a crouched fighting stance. He decided to run and I chased him through the halls, weaving through the other students. But I made it out front and lost him.

I walked to the curb and noticed the sun was setting. I pulled my hood up and a car approached. The driver insisted I get in so I crawled into the back seat. As we drove, I hid my face. Through the rearview mirror, I could see just one of my eyes through the gap between the seats, illuminated by the streetlights. I had a dangerous and defensive look. The man just smiled and reassured me. We ended up at a department store, or home depot-like store. I kept my hand over my face and gave short responses as he rambled on about hardware and other stuff. I knew what some tool was called and he seemed impressed. After wandering through the paint section wondering why I was there, the guy had gone off. When I found him again, he was talking with an older man and a woman. They looked at me and the guy that brought me there gestured to me and smiled again. I placed a hand over my nose and mouth again, and kept up a cautious but intense gaze. My body language was reserved and defensive but I went to them anyway. The older man greeted me and moved my hand away. I looked down and away and he chuckled. The woman seemed pleased. And then the older guy turned me towards him, looked me up and down, and touched my chest, sliding his hand over to cup my right breast. I was mildly embarrassed but didn't do or say anything about it. Then I think I woke up. I felt like an animal, and maybe like a pet or livestock , but strangely I also felt like myself more than any other dream I can recall, especially in terms of self-awareness. I was defensive and reserved, like I constantly had to protect myself from the world and deal with peoples judgements.

i am out shopping with mom and her sister. i am bored to death as every other shopping day, and we go to a clothes store where the guys section is in second floor. the ground floor is all skirts and the first floor is all blouses. we get to the first floor and i, as usual, make a quick glance around to see if there's any boyish looking blouses. seeing none i idle around while mom and aunt pick blouses, then we start to leave and the two salesgirls there tell show us the way to the second floor. mom says we're not going there a salesgirl asks 'so aren't you buying anything for this gentleman?' indicating me. i'm so thrilled but i walk away not wanting to listen to how mom and aunt try to convince her that i'm no gentleman.the dream flows on and at one point i have the shark week, a very heavy one and i'm not wearing a pad. i make a mess of it and leave stains everywhere i sit. i wake up with a terrible self disgust and embarrassment. yuck. it could've ended better.

Last night I was dreaming of a old house full of doors.  I was opening up each door to see just room after room empty and black. I'm not even sure what I was looking for but when I open the last door I saw a big parking lot with nice cars and big buildings.

Ate a sausage that had a piece of bone in it that I bit down on. Yuck.

Yes, in a dream. And, no, no sexual context.

I had a lovely, erotic dream that lasted for about five minutes.  I woke up very happy.