Not unlike the elusive Cheshire Cat,
I have once again returned!
So much has been going on since I last checked in.
I am the now proud non-owner of a POS tractor-trailer
as well as a
non-truckdriver.Life is so good!
I've been told not to show up at my former residence
because it makes my ex physically ill to be around me,
even though I would go back into "male mode" around them.
Funny though, I don't make her ill enough to keep her
from asking for financial help.
I met an angel of mercy, post-op intersexed, senior lady.
Things were pretty rough for quite a while.
Though I'm not in the clear she has helped me to see
that there is a light at the end of the tunnel
(I'm hoping that it's not a frickin' train)
At this point the gun barrel in the mouth thing doesn't
seem as attractive as it once did.
I'm living in near stealth, only my managers and
two people in town, know the deal
I have a new job in a completely different field.
The pay SUCKS but it's better than standing on an offramp
with a "Will work 4 food" sign, I guess.
I only have internet access at the kiosk at work.(very expensive)
I truly miss interacting with my sisters and brothers.
Now that I have roots growing I will try to stay in touch with you all.
I must go now, untill next time.......
Always Love
Heather Rose
