I'm getting paranoid about if my breasts are developing correctly after 6 months or I am on the route to developing tuberous, tubular or whatever breasts. I have taken photos, but... I can't go and tell somebody... "Can you check my breasts and see if they look normal?"

Snow on the ground. Time to hibernate. 

Quote from: Just Gwynne! on November 04, 2013, 08:03:47 AMSnow on the ground. Time to hibernate. 

Almost that time of year here too. Hibernation is indeed in order.

Quote from: Just Gwynne! on November 04, 2013, 08:03:47 AM
Snow on the ground. Time to hibernate. 

Thats a reason to be happy silly.

Quote from: Xhianil on November 04, 2013, 08:10:43 AM
Thats a reason to be happy silly.

Where I live, once it falls, it doesn't go away. The snow on the ground now will most likely stay there until April. Perhaps I'd be happier if I were into nordic skiing. 

Quote from: Just Gwynne! on November 04, 2013, 08:14:56 AM
Where I live, once it falls, it doesn't go away. The snow on the ground now will most likely stay there until April. Perhaps I'd be happier if I were into nordic skiing. 

Better snowy rather then just be cold like it is here, I'd love some snow to fall.

The thought of snow is depressing. The thought of a friend hurting and being unable to even start to alleviate it, even more so.

Life... and I don't mean the cereal or the board game.

Amy

The transfer requirements for Carnegie Mellon's school of architecture, or any other good architecture school for that matter, require a high school transcript, something I don't want to show anyone else ever again.
And of course my current school only has landscape architecture. I don't care about plants. I care about buildings and people.

I'm worried about my work situation. Today I made one month on sick leave (Stress anxiety and depression), and I can't take this anymore. If I don't g back to work, I'm afraid they will discard me in favor of the substitute - which also wants to keep the post since he was unemployed-.

Losing my job means losing everything, and you know what was I going to do the last time. This leave was supposed to be for me to recover the strenght, go back to a normal life and after I was fully "recovered", get back to work after three months, but I simply can't take it anymore. I need to work. I could take one more month, but I need to return to work. Plus, no matter how much I "heal", the problem (toxic mobbing co-workers with full protection agains everything) will still be there. The only thing I can do is learn how to cope with it and protect myself within my possibilities.

Just had a sudden, huge, bout of disphoria... I was sitting in class, reading a book, the glance towards my belly, then i thought "I'll never carry my own child, ever..." I just want to die...

I just realized I forgot to take my meds this morning. Thankfully they're not hormones yet (sugar & high BP) (Those meds I will keep in my purse/bag and take without fail)... stupid time change (somehow) screwed my morning schedule up.

Quote from: Xhianil on November 04, 2013, 12:18:53 PM
Just had a sudden, huge, bout of disphoria... I was sitting in class, reading a book, the glance towards my belly, then i thought "I'll never carry my own child, ever..." I just want to die...

That's a big part of what made me come ootc... it was just too painful trying to conceive this time.

people taking their anxiety out on me at work

don't. shoot. the. messenger.

Caught a cold, blech!

my sister not buying my cashews I had......still unhappy about that today....oh well

My fifteen year old son can be really hurtful sometimes.

Amy

driving instructor called and canclled driving for Friday so now I have to double up to 6 hours tommorrow in driving.... -_- my sister says she will take me to the driving test wed.  -sigh- 


I........HATE driving.....

Quote from: Malachite on November 04, 2013, 05:06:19 PM
driving instructor called and canclled driving for Friday so now I have to double up to 6 hours tommorrow in driving.... -_- my sister says she will take me to the driving test wed.  -sigh- 


I........HATE driving.....

...all the more reason to get a moped or eBike

Quote from: Just Gwynne! on November 04, 2013, 06:32:08 PM
...all the more reason to get a moped or eBike

Lol which I still plan to do.  The urge is getting stronger.  I need to find a place that does moped training. 

Someone who is not me felt it was appropriate to tell me that I am wrong about my own emotions among other things. I wish people were less stupid.