People who I love treating me like crap. 

amy

Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 04, 2013, 07:00:05 PMPeople who I love treating me like crap. 

Sounds like you need a trip to the hug bank.

Insomnia, second night, even with pills. It hasn't been this bad in months. I'm that much stressed about returning to work?

Quote from: Apple Sprout on November 04, 2013, 07:01:47 PMInsomnia, second night, even with pills. It hasn't been this bad in months. I'm that much stressed about returning to work?

Possible. Or maybe anxiety about it, I'd say over stress. You poor girl, I wish I could help.

Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 04, 2013, 07:00:05 PM
People who I love treating me like crap. 

amy

<bear hug>

feel better, Amy

Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 04, 2013, 07:00:05 PM
People who I love treating me like crap. 

amy

*Hugs Amy* I'm sorry, hun. Nobody deserves that--

A weekend of snide remarks and constant misgendering from a guest and his thick ignorant family.He then left a rubbish review suggesting that this was not a suitable place for children and accused me of racially abusing foreign staff members.

Odd feelings of loneliness and feeling somewhat deserted and/or abandoned   

I'm totally done with this nail hardener I've been using... nutranail bulletproof. I apply it every couple of days or so, but I have to clean the nails with remover first... it half chipped off this morning at work and I'm not sure if it looks better now that I've peeled what I can off or before when it was obviously peeling.

Yay... nails that are only partly shiny should DEFINITELY be unnoticable. Did I mention that I do just want to be out to everyone already???

I could continue the rant on that . . . someone yesterday thought I got into a fight. I did... with a laser beam weilding aesthetician.

Quote from: V M on November 05, 2013, 04:58:04 AM
Odd feelings of loneliness and feeling somewhat deserted and/or abandoned 

You're not alone, I'd bet any number of people here think warm thoughts of you daily. If you moved west out of redneck country you'd have lots of friends to socialize with. Meanwhile I spend too much time thinking of everyone else's problems here and don't get much sleep, so this hug is about the best I can do for now hon!  ((((Hugs))))

Tried going to work last nite. My car, which I have only had a couple months, made a big clunk noise like something had dropped. After that it made loud grinding noises when in motion. so much for being able to move or get to work or drive my mother to her appointments. No work and mega medical bills mean no car repair, no rent or house payment, etc.

Quote from: LordKAT on November 05, 2013, 07:46:03 AM
Tried going to work last nite. My car, which I have only had a couple months, made a big clunk noise like something had dropped. After that it made loud grinding noises when in motion. so much for being able to move or get to work or drive my mother to her appointments. No work and mega medical bills mean no car repair, no rent or house payment, etc.

Oh cripes, you need relief from that dark cloud hanging over you. This is depressing hon!

Quote from: LordKAT on November 05, 2013, 07:46:03 AM
Tried going to work last nite. My car, which I have only had a couple months, made a big clunk noise like something had dropped. After that it made loud grinding noises when in motion. so much for being able to move or get to work or drive my mother to her appointments. No work and mega medical bills mean no car repair, no rent or house payment, etc.

Big hug! Bad news always comes in clumps, doesn't it? All you can do is keep marching.  Hugs, Devlyn

Waking up and still being me.

amy

Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 05, 2013, 08:04:17 AM
Big hug! Bad news always comes in clumps, doesn't it? All you can do is keep marching.  Hugs, Devlyn

Marching huh. I  can't walk for more than an hour or two without being in a lot of pain. Good thought tho.

Quote from: Amelia Pond on November 05, 2013, 09:15:00 AM
Waking up and still being me.

That's about it for me too, Amy.

->-bleeped-<-ing idiot neighbor, i hate this 'sshole so much, words cannot even begin to describe it.

There is a special charity concert in a couple of weeks with a bunch of my favorite rock musicians of all time playing some of my favorite songs.   Unfortunately, in order to prevent ticket scalping, tickets are will call only and all in attendance must register in advance and present proper ID.  I wish my ID said "Jill" on it, but it doesn't yet because my endo is holding up my paperwork (next week's big problem).  My proper ID shows a fat dude with a full beard.  Now I'm none of the above (woohoo?) and full time.  My DL doesn't even look like me anymore, to the point of people not believing it was me.  It is USELESS. 

I don't feel like trying to explain what my deal is, as this show is a block away from where a transwoman was damn near beaten to death recently.

I guess I won't be going.

I'm so sick of ID issues.

Quote from: Willow on November 04, 2013, 07:05:01 PM
Possible. Or maybe anxiety about it, I'd say over stress. You poor girl, I wish I could help.

Pretty much I was all the time thinking about the phone call I would do in the morning. That old feeling of a body in tension, the neck like an iron bar...

The cake is a lie!