Found out my BIL defriended me at some point after the fight we had. So you come to my house, act aggressively (in speech and manner, not physically), tell me off... and defriend me after I kick you out? Classy.

This is also the guy my parents gave me an ultimatum over. Basically... make up with him or I'm not welcome at Christmas (i.e. we'll have separate Christmases... which to me means the same thing).

All blame is assigned to me in my family... I suppose that's always been true.

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 16, 2013, 05:17:27 PM
I feel like a disappointment and an embarrassment.  Just want to run away to where nobody knows me

I'm with you right now, OC... but don't let others project their own failures onto you! If they can't handle it, you are not the disappointment to them - they have failed you.

I still want to run away, though.

My sister is sick and can't visit me as planned.

Getting an electric shock

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 16, 2013, 06:13:51 PM
Nobody is calling me a disappointment but myself.  I keep everything to myself so that other people don't know how much of a failure I am

Feel better!! You're no failure!

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 16, 2013, 06:13:51 PM
Nobody is calling me a disappointment but myself.  I keep everything to myself so that other people don't know how much of a failure I am

i do that too. it's probably not the best thing i could do to myself, but i don't know how to stop it.

Wow, before I read any of the comments, I was going to post "I feel like a failure."

It must be something in the water today -hugs for all-

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 16, 2013, 11:21:38 PM
I used to be happy.  I used to be able to be myself.  Why did I have to fall in love?  Love makes you do stupid things.

When you love someone you give all of yourself to them. Sometimes they become your everything in return. That means there's little left when it ends...Not enough of who you were to like and not enough of them to stop the hurt.

Okay that was bleak and probably not what you're feeling OC. But I'm sorry you're feeling down and know that you're not a failure! I don't know you well but I think every supportive or witty comment you make here is a triumph over the cruelty in the world sometimes!

I don't make any sense but I'm sending happy thoughts your way! 

:::HUGS:::

I'm very bad at eye makeup. Mascara, I can do. Eyeliner and eyeshadow, nope. My eyes are too droopy to do it properly.
Add that to the list of FFS I want to go in for over the summer if hormones don't change it.

Quote from: Willow on November 17, 2013, 12:35:34 AM
I'm very bad at eye makeup. Mascara, I can do. Eyeliner and eyeshadow, nope. My eyes are too droopy to do it properly.
Add that to the list of FFS I want to go in for over the summer if hormones don't change it.

I can't do makeup well either! No worries you'll get the hang of it and who said your eyes are droopy?! You just don't sleep, otherwise your eyes are lovely! 

Quote from: Shaina on November 17, 2013, 12:38:11 AMI can't do makeup well either! No worries you'll get the hang of it and who said your eyes are droopy?! You just don't sleep, otherwise your eyes are lovely! 

I mean the brow droops down, making the eyelid all scrunched up.
Looks like a job for FFS.

The vile filthy tirade I got from a troll that I protected the site from.

I felt nauseated that such comments could be made about me.

Then coming back on and people are still arguing.

What has happened to RESPECT ?

Quote from: Cindy on November 17, 2013, 12:50:20 AM
The vile filthy tirade I got from a troll that I protected the site from.

I felt nauseated that such comments could be made about me.

Then coming back on and people are still arguing.

What has happened to RESPECT ?

Quote from: Cindy on November 17, 2013, 12:50:20 AMThe vile filthy tirade I got from a troll that I protected the site from.

I felt nauseated that such comments could be made about me.

Then coming back on and people are still arguing.

What has happened to RESPECT ?

Poor Cindy

Quote from: Cindy on November 17, 2013, 12:50:20 AM
The vile filthy tirade I got from a troll that I protected the site from.

What has happened to RESPECT ?

Anyone who would say cruel things to you obviously doesn't know you and likely doesn't know anyone because they push them away with their nastiness. Sorry you had to deal with that Cindy! 

Lots of sadness from not being able to pee like a girl...

Super frustrated.

Got a text. "This is a reminder of your appointment at the hospital tomorrow morning at 9:00. If you can not attend, please call xxxxxxxx". Would have been fair enough if it wasn't for me never receiving a letter about this appointment and there are two hospitals here. An hour's drive between them. And I have absolutely NO idea what the appointment is for, might be surgery or might be just going to the shrink. Not attending without letting them know a day before means a penalty fee of like $70. And they aren't picking up the phone.

*GAAAAH*

Quote from: Kittenswithmittens on November 17, 2013, 02:22:40 AM
Super frustrated.

Got a text. "This is a reminder of your appointment at the hospital tomorrow morning at 9:00. If you can not attend, please call xxxxxxxx". Would have been fair enough if it wasn't for me never receiving a letter about this appointment and there are two hospitals here. An hour's drive between them. And I have absolutely NO idea what the appointment is for, might be surgery or might be just going to the shrink. Not attending without letting them know a day before means a penalty fee of like $70. And they aren't picking up the phone.

*GAAAAH*

Is the phone number unlisted?  Just google it.

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 17, 2013, 02:25:45 AM
Is the phone number unlisted?  Just google it.

Googled it and all that came up was the name of the hospital that owns both of the hospitals here. *pulls my hair out in frustration* I guess I'll go to the closest one, there's a 50% chance it's the right one (although the only appointment I am awaiting is surgery and that's at the other hospital, but lord knows).. what a way to start the day. Should have been a way to see upcoming appointments online.

Kittenswithmittens that just sucks! I'm sorry you have to deal with their incompetence. If they charge you, let me know and give me their numbers. I'm giving them a piece of my mind and they'll never find me in Michigan!