Hello everyone. my name is Bill..
this is the first time that i have posted anything on these forums. even though i found them years ago and have been lurking on and off over time.
I am currently a very confused CD. my family accepts that is a part of me, but wont accept it. you all prolly know that feeling.
i have recently come fully out of the closet to my fiance.. i told her about this side of me about 3 weeks into us dating. but have just recently been able to show her this side of me.. She is the only person that accepts me for who and what i am. i am up front and open with her about everything. the fun. the fears. best and worst case.
i decided to post on here finally and maybe find some advice. im scared of what the future may hold for me. im scared that my fiance, with as loving and accepting as she is, may not be able to deal with it. especially if once i fully accept everything about myself. and finish my own self exploration. that i may be TS, as of right now i still feel that there is something hiddin away inside of me, something left that i need to find. something missing. hopefully i will find that soon. hopefully i will be able to come to complete terms with everything that i am soon. in the mean time. i jump whole heartedly into this family of friends, and i hope to someday become the person that i am meant to be,
