We didn't talk about bottom surgery? =/ I listened to her talk about...my God whatever it was she was talking about. I was tired and just wanted to sit in silence lol. I literally don't remember saying anything about bottom surgery unless Angie was saying something and I nodded to make it look like I was listening. lmao

Quote from: PaleDragoness on November 20, 2013, 05:56:14 AM
That actually made me smile and laugh a little bit. Kinda felt I should have watched it while on acid for some reason.

It always gets me. Maybe it was because I was away from my parents for a while during childhood...

Worrying about a friend. She hasn't been in contact all day, and I keep leaping toward the worst case. She usually emails by now; she didn't yesterday or today and logic tries to reassure me that she's just otherwise occupied, but... *Tugs hair* We both seem to be going through rough patches in life, and she seemed pretty down when I saw her last. My anxiety seems to be peaking again, so this has grabbed its attention; it's making me feel sick, but I can't seem to make myself stop worrying.

Well I just woke up and I think I slept almost all of yesterday and I feel like I've been up for a week. I eat right, don't drink till I drop, don't really eat sweets, drink a crap ton of coffee, don't know whats going on. This has been a normal occurrence for a very long time, but it's been a longer time since I slept almost a full 24 hours for no reason and when I get up I want to go back to sleep. Should I turn myself into a bear and hibernate or something?

My son is sick and my wife works today... I'm staying home ~ yet more sick leave - I've been taking soooo much lately - I have the leave to take, but it would be better if I didn't have to. I also have an important meeting today that my BB just told me about (since I was away for work and out of comms all day).

Just wishing for a real hug...

Quote from: Xhianil on November 21, 2013, 11:14:57 AM
Just wishing for a real hug...

I totally would if I could!! I could use one too.
I just want to be held in love... to feel protected... to feel that someone is completely on my side for once.

i'm very close to a complete nervous breakdown


various factors are really making it tough right now.

Quote from: ZootAllures/BlackNapkins! on November 21, 2013, 12:41:51 PM
i'm very close to a complete nervous breakdown
various factors are really making it tough right now.

Heart felt warmth in your direction...

Misinterpreted intentions.

Snow

I feel like falling over

Quote from: PaleDragoness on November 22, 2013, 05:15:35 AM
I feel like falling over

Why Honey?

Quote from: Cindy on November 22, 2013, 05:16:44 AM
Why Honey?

Woke up and I feel like I was drained while I slept. I feel 100 times more tired than before I went to sleep and sick to my stomach on top of it. Breathing heavy and muscles aching like I ran the NY city marathon. Had the lingering urge to vomit for a while.

Sounds like a virus. Fluids, warm lemon tea soothes. Get to your Dr if it persists honey.

We are here if you feel miserable.

If it is Viral this is the first in years, but when it happens it hits with the power of a nuclear blast. I think the last time I got really sick had fever up around 105 for the better part of 8 days. Slept with about 4 layers of clothing on cause I felt the next ice age was coming, drank so much water I thought I became the ocean. Unfortunately if it's that time, I don't have a primary dr to go to. More or less I just wait it out and let it do it's thing before it passes. No money to appt or for medicine. Bleh, I'm still smiling though. I guess I'm a glutton for punishment haha.

Quote from: PaleDragoness on November 22, 2013, 06:15:07 AM
If it is Viral this is the first in years, but when it happens it hits with the power of a nuclear blast. I think the last time I got really sick had fever up around 105 for the better part of 8 days. Slept with about 4 layers of clothing on cause I felt the next ice age was coming, drank so much water I thought I became the ocean. Unfortunately if it's that time, I don't have a primary dr to go to. More or less I just wait it out and let it do it's thing before it passes. No money to appt or for medicine. Bleh, I'm still smiling though. I guess I'm a glutton for punishment haha.

Maybe have a chant, if I can deal with this I can deal with dilation!!

Well I should, hopefully, be fine. I'm just trying to keep calm. I've got really bad panic disorder that likes to kick in whenever it wants, even if I don't really trigger it. Kinda like my body won't listen to my brain. It's also ready trying to come out (my fingers, toes, and face are starting to tingle). If it hits full swing, hospital I go. I can't control my body once it gets going. Feels like my skin is falling off, heart beat through the ceiling, eyes start blinking a million times a minute. Not fun and no medication for it.

Hugs honey

-hugs- =]