Internet connection keeps conking out.

Quote from: Jenny07 on November 26, 2013, 06:54:24 PM
Last night the sewer in the street got blocked and resulted in our sewer pipe breaking and my garage being flooded with raw smelly brown stuff, yes that's right. Disgusting!
Nasty stuff. No one else seemed to care so I had to spend till midnight trying to clean it all up before the cleanup crew from Sydney water came this morning. The crap was beyond words besides the smell!

Clean for now but it shows just how many people care in my block about how and where they live.

J

That's sad how disconnected people have become from caring for neighbors, it's not just a typically Australian problem, it's American and everywhere else Jenny!

Quote from: Malachite on November 26, 2013, 07:36:40 PM
Internet connection keeps conking out.

Probably because you and Miss Shaina are burning it up....

foggy mountain top aka bad headache

Struggling with trying to improve the sound of some live audio that was recorded on a stupid phone. I can't fix this stuff no matter what I do. It really sucks and is depressing.

Quote from: Miss_Bungle1991 on November 26, 2013, 10:01:43 PM
Struggling with trying to improve the sound of some live audio that was recorded on a stupid phone. I can't fix this stuff no matter what I do. It really sucks and is depressing.

garbage in/garbage out, Miss B

I'm scared for tomorrow. It could make or break me. I don't know if dressing for therapy will increase my chances of getting a letter. I see the scenarios; two ifi get the letter (I feel better because I know change is coming, or I feel worse because my body fights back by pumping more testosteronr) and one where I don't (I feel worse because change isn't coming.) I Misty try for the first scenario. I just don't know if it will happen.

Quote from: Just Gwynne! on November 26, 2013, 10:19:47 PM
garbage in/garbage out, Miss B

Yeah, I know. I'm just angry with myself for being so stupid and not doing what I should have so that things would have worked out.

Quote from: Jenny07 on November 26, 2013, 06:54:24 PM
Last night the sewer in the street got blocked and resulted in our sewer pipe breaking and my garage being flooded with raw smelly brown stuff, yes that's right. Disgusting!

eyew! Boo to pooh!

Quote from: Jenny07 on November 26, 2013, 06:54:24 PM
Last night the sewer in the street got blocked and resulted in our sewer pipe breaking and my garage being flooded with raw smelly brown stuff, yes that's right. Disgusting!
Nasty stuff. No one else seemed to care so I had to spend till midnight trying to clean it all up before the cleanup crew from Sydney water came this morning. The crap was beyond words besides the smell!

Clean for now but it shows just how many people care in my block about how and where they live.

J

I am not going to say anything!!!! Sydney. Mmmmmm

Quote from: Shantel on November 26, 2013, 07:40:57 PM
Probably because you and Miss Shaina are burning it up....

Well.....I wouldn't doubt it.  >.> lol  I think it's jealous.

Quote from: Malachite on November 27, 2013, 04:03:23 AM

Well.....I wouldn't doubt it.  >.> lol  I think it's jealous.

Haha, yup we're too hot to handle!   

Having to wait three and a half more days for my surgery appointment.  Being off HRT is not fun either.
See also, "What made you happy today" as well.

Quote from: Shaina on November 27, 2013, 04:04:05 AM
Haha, yup we're too hot to handle!   

You got that right.   

Quote from: Shaina on November 27, 2013, 04:04:05 AM
Haha, yup we're too hot to handle!   

The smokin duo? 

I had really bad dysphoria this morning, so I walked instead of taking the bus. Probably a bad idea in the dark but I can't stand to even sit still.

I'm really happy about the changes on T...I mean, I'm actually OK to speak up now because my voice doesn't make me hate myself. I love my body and facial hair, the fat redistribution, all of it. But I hate knowing that just under my clothes I'm still female. It makes me sick, and sometimes scared. And I've spent so long having trouble passing that now that I do, I don't fully believe it. And I'm scared to just "relax" and be myself because I'm just waiting for someone to spot me. I need to care less what others think, and I need to care less about how I am perceived.

Quote from: caleb. on November 27, 2013, 08:20:00 AM
I had really bad dysphoria this morning, so I walked instead of taking the bus. Probably a bad idea in the dark but I can't stand to even sit still.

I'm really happy about the changes on T...I mean, I'm actually OK to speak up now because my voice doesn't make me hate myself. I love my body and facial hair, the fat redistribution, all of it. But I hate knowing that just under my clothes I'm still female. It makes me sick, and sometimes scared. And I've spent so long having trouble passing that now that I do, I don't fully believe it. And I'm scared to just "relax" and be myself because I'm just waiting for someone to spot me. I need to care less what others think, and I need to care less about how I am perceived.

That's the key to it and everyone needs to get a handle on that!

My grandmother is in the hospital recovering from surgery to remove a blood clot before  it was too late and had to amputate


Not exactly one of my favorites health complication, being on HRT and all.


More bad things: Higher levels of anxiety and depression after the worst and an incoming legal battle.

Even worse: Can't visit since  the visitors level is already exceeded.

Really bad: My parents have loaded me with homemade food, a box full of natural apples from their hometown (directly from the tree), blankets to survive the winter... Which is a pain since they can't accept me, but you know, I don't care anymore. I don't live by the therapist's rules anymore, and if I keeping contact, relationships and work opportunities means having two presentation modes, I'm ok with it. After all, I know how I am myself and it is my transition: I tailor it to my life, not the opposite.

Quote from: big head horsey-faced marsh monster on November 27, 2013, 03:13:14 PM
And that is exactly how you should do it, your own way and at your own speed.

Yes. Very much agree. It really sounds like your therapist was manipulative and let you down terribly. Your journey should be directed by your needs not theirs.

Quote from: Ms Grace on November 27, 2013, 03:22:09 PM
Yes. Very much agree. It really sounds like your therapist was manipulative and let you down terribly. Your journey should be directed by your needs not theirs.

Wanna hear more? They denied me the letter. They just gave me a human fecal wasty endo referral where it says that I have been on therapy for a year and I am apt for HRT. I have asked for it and they say they have nothing, and when I need it they will write it... The next time I see a shrink, in January.

So I'm claiming a copy of my medical record with them. Let's see if it is there.