So in my day to day life I go around presenting roughly equal parts female and male. I feel perfectly comfortable presenting myself either way, in fact it has a level of comfort for me. Do any of you other girls feel like this, willingly presenting as male also?

I am quite sure this varies immensely from person to person.

I find I really enjoy boy mode, now that I have started HRT. It allows me to walk alone through town at night. I have even grown a beard out a couple times. My Doctor and Psychologist think I am a bit odd. I agree with their diagnosis.

HRT, right now, is a wonderful anti-depressant. I love where my brain is but my body has barely begun its journey. I see no real reason to force my transition on others, especially ones I do not know. Not while I look entirely male. Not when I may need to use a public restroom. I am beyond content with my little secret, for now.

I am old enough to follow my body's lead, and if it never requires a public transition, so be it.

I just consider this my male, farewell tour.