Couple of days ago I was in a dark place and did something(although not as bad as before) I haven't done in awhile. Suffice to say my arm was itchy.

My good mood got ruined by my second period teacher, stupid school.

Quote from: caleb. on December 04, 2013, 01:19:04 AM
My blood pressure had gone down to normal, but recently has been coming back up. I imagine I haven't changed much in terms of my high cholesterol either. I was mostly healthier when I was trying to be vegan (lol I didn't replace meat with junk food like a few people I know did). Maybe I should be vegetarian instead since vegan didn't work out.

I decided to not cut out meat entirely and just cut out the red meat. So I bought a ton of groceries...I looked up some recipes for this week, but I hate how I can't buy the exact amount of ingredient I need for the recipe. Like milk - I'll end up using only half of it this week probably (I don't drink it alone usually). So I'm not happy about that, but I have to remember that this isn't about that, it's about breaking the bad habits and food choices I've made.

Felt sick for the second time while eating today. I don't think it's the caf food, I'm probably just coming down with something.
Fine time for it, with finals next week.

I remembered that the guy I am attracted to could never be attracted to me or even like me as a friend and that he'd probably be uncomfortable if he knew or anyone else knew I'm attracted to him. I want to be able to talk about him, but can't because most of my friends know him and/or I'm afraid of it somehow getting back to him and him being uncomfortable. Also, I hate talking about touchy feely stuff even though I don't seem to be able to stop.

Quote from: Willow on December 04, 2013, 04:32:20 PM
Felt sick for the second time while eating today. I don't think it's the caf food, I'm probably just coming down with something.
Fine time for it, with finals next week.

I totally read that as "cat food" -- and yeah... it's the cat food.

My idiot "friend" is one of the many lining up, waiting to date me after I go full time, and he won't leave me alone, saying I misunderstood him. I don't see how I could. I don't even romantically like the guy, and I barely do as a friend.

A situation at work.

Having a very realistic nightmare.

Actually until now I think a ghost was playing with me...I could feel perfectly something poking me at the center of my back *shivers*

I am with all my lights on and awake since 3 a.m. *cry*

Quote from: Natalia on December 05, 2013, 02:22:46 AM
Having a very realistic nightmare.

Actually until now I think a ghost was playing with me...I could feel perfectly something poking me at the center of my back *shivers*

I am with all my lights on and awake since 3 a.m. *cry*

Beware of snuggly KATs. *hug*

Quote from: LordKAT on December 05, 2013, 02:24:51 AM
Beware of snuggly KATs. *hug*

I would love a KAT nearby, all fluffy and snuggly ...but I am holding my favorite teddy bear...and he he told me to not trust fluffy animals...

Another failed test. I tell my doctors that my dysphoria is affecting my academic performance. All that is done is I'm prescribed more antidepressants.

Quote from: Willow on December 03, 2013, 05:01:52 PM
A strange feeling of emptiness.
And wondering what I am to do Thursday and Friday with my roommate. I plan to dress up for the meeting Thursday night, and after class on Friday I'm going shopping with Shaina, also dressed up, but don't know how I'm going to get past my roommate. Maybe I should just tell him, like I should just tell my mother.I'm told that transwomen are sorceresses. Not only can we totally fool someone in the bathroom to thinking our hair is naturally curly when in truth we're wearing a wig, we can also run across the street and up and down stairs, in heels. Or at least, I've done all of those.

Hey! My hair IS naturally curly, thank you very much!

Quote from: Kristal on December 05, 2013, 03:34:12 PM
Hey! My hair IS naturally curly, thank you very much!

It turns out mine is too.

I have curly hair   

I didn't like it when I was younger because people would tease me about it and would call me 'Goldilocks' or 'Princess curly-poo' among other names

But I totally dig now 

"I pity the fool who says that"  [ /Mr T ]

Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on December 05, 2013, 06:55:32 PM
Something is bothering me but I don't want to say what because I don't want pity responses and I know I'll likely get that.

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¡¡OC!!

I keep staying up late on facebook in the hopes D will sign on even though I know I shouldn't bother him too much and don't even end up talking to him half the time.

When I injected today, about a 5th of the shot escaped back out the hole before I could catch it. Siiigh. Ah well. Next time I'll leave the needle in longer and pull out in steps.

Laid out by a migraine, can't even move without a LOT of pain, even typing this hurts.