I don't want to lonely either but besides living with two roommates, I still want to find more people to hang out with besides my roommates, I see them everyday, I do love my roommates but its hard for me because I'm transgender and society views me as a man in a dress everywhere I go and I haven't been on hormones, I really don't want to wait for hormones to kick in better so I'm not looked at differently and people view me as for I am. So for the next several months its better to meet others over the internet because at least once you are able to hang out with someone you met online then you found a friend that I would of never found out in public then I can go out and have fun, more fun then I been having, my fun lately is pretty sad hanging inside all day almost every day on the internet chatting with others that seem to have no interest in hanging out because they are afraid or can't because they live too far away, I don't have a vehicle. My life has started several months ago when I moved out of my family's house to be myself and living with two roommates, my next part of my life doesn't start until several months on hormones when I'm able to meet others without being discriminated against, after several months on hormones I can finally walk into any business without being discriminated against because they see me as for the girl I am and then I can finally work on getting a driver's license, I don't want to get a driver's license until I'm on hormones long enough, get my information on everything to switch my gender to female and a name change and an updated picture on my Florida state I.D.
